Will you die if you don't talk? !

Chapter 63

In the evening, the sky in Kanagawa is a bit different from that in Tokyo, almost full of the color of the sun.

This is also a relatively rare harmonious and peaceful way for Ka and Akashi to get along in the recent period of time. Because of Yukimura's illness, Ka is not in the mood to play, just walking with Akashi on a secluded road with few people.

Jia has decided to return to the United States in a few days. Recently, he has been contacting the hospital in the United States. According to the recommendation of the attending doctor, and with the help of Carol, the hospital was soon confirmed.

It's just that he hasn't told Akashi about it yet, because of the impact of his words yesterday, and the problems in Ka's own heart, what happened one after another in the past few days made him a little unbearable. At this moment, he just wants to Find a place where there are no other people, and be quiet for a while.

On the road, you can see happy chasing children, but because they ran too fast, they accidentally bumped into Jia, covering their heads: "It hurts."

But before Jia squatted down to see how he was doing, the boy’s friend’s shouts summoned him away, and the immature and fair face didn’t see the pain just now, but happily continued to play with everyone.

Jia froze for a moment, Akashi turned his head and looked at the person who was staying there, his blue eyes were full of hidden expectations.

The time when I was a child is unexpectedly vivid in my mind. At that time, everyone could play together without fear. After growing up, this kind of emotion can only be hidden in my heart forever. I naturally think more about it, although Jia himself knows Some things don’t need to worry too much about being rude or reckless. After all, happiness is the most important thing before this. It’s just that the theory is too different from the reality. Just like string theory has not been confirmed by experiments until now, he can’t do it. Consciously live like a child.

"Let's go find something fun." Akashi took Ka's hand directly, seeing the other party looking at him in confusion, and said with a smile, "It's definitely interesting."

Although Jia didn't know why, but Akashi's pace was too fast, he had no time to think that he could only keep up with Akashi's speed.Although there is still some embarrassment between them, Jia is more curious and excited at the moment.

They came to a certain park in Kanagawa, where many people ride bicycles to exercise on weekends, so there are also many rental stalls nearby.

Akashi directly rented a bicycle from the side and gave it to him who was surprised: "I remember teaching you before, don't you forget how to ride now?"

"Of course I remember." Jia recalled the few times when he was in the second grade with Akashi Xue riding a self-propelled bicycle and fell completely unimpressive. The impression was so deep that I can still recall the scene at that time, but I was a little nervous after not trying it for so long.

Akashi saw that Jia took the self-confidence car carefully, and couldn't help but curled his lips and smiled: "I will always be by your side, so I can't help worrying."

Jia's movements stopped for a second because of his words, and he simply responded, but he also tried to step on the pedal slowly. Although it was a little wobbly at first, he got used to it quickly after finding the feeling.

Akashi who was behind also caught up with him on a bicycle, and Ka, who had temporarily won a small victory, turned his head and smiled at him defenselessly: "I'm faster than you."

The young man with smiling eyes bent against the breeze always has a kind of wanton publicity, which makes the passers-by look sideways. Jia himself never knows that sometimes people really have the desire to hide him forever.

Akashi raised his eyebrows, and challenged without hesitation: "Then let's compete, and see who gets to the finish line first this time."

"Okay." Jia agreed without thinking, and then stepped on the pedal hard in the next second, directly pulling a distance away from Akashi, and it was almost summer. Although the summer heat was slowly approaching, the refreshingness of the wind made Jia My originally depressed heart instantly relaxed.

"If I don't catch up, I will win." Jia said loudly to Akashi behind him without turning his head, but he was not happy for a long time, and Akashi who caught up behind directly overtook him to reach the finish line.Akashi who braked to a stop got out of the car without dragging his feet. Seeing Jia's depressed and somewhat regretful expression, he smiled happily as a winner: "I won again."

"Come again!" Jia, who refused to admit defeat, prepared for a new round of competition, but in the following time, he lost to Akashi every time, but even so, this afternoon did sweep away the gloom that Jia had accumulated in the past few days.After returning to the hotel at night to take a shower, he went to the hospital to see Yukimura alone, but unexpectedly there was no one in the ward. After asking the nurse, he found out that Yukimura was under examination.

Jia was sitting in the ward waiting for him to come back. There was a nicely packaged cake box next to the bed, as if someone had visited him today.

Yukimura returned to the ward in less than half an hour. During the examination, the doctor also suggested that he could go to the United States for treatment this time. It is said that the success rate of the operation will increase by [-]%, but Yukimura did not immediately agree.

50.00% is indeed not a small temptation for him, and he will undergo surgery as soon as possible, and then hurry up to recover, and he will have time to come back to participate in the national competition.

Yukimura pushed the door open and saw the person sitting beside the chair: "I've decided to go to America."

Hearing his decision, Jia breathed a sigh of relief, and couldn't help laughing: "I've already contacted the hospital, and I can leave in a few days."

Yukimura approached and sat beside him: "Although this matter has been temporarily resolved, there is one more thing I don't know."

"Anything else?"

Facing Jia's confusion, Yukimura stared at him: "What's wrong with you recently? Although I don't know what you have experienced in these years, but the previous Jia will always regard me as the object of confidance, and this will never change, because We are brothers and you will always be my brother."

Jia was stunned for a moment. He didn't know how Yukimura found out. Maybe he was too obvious. Even when facing Lanka, he would have reservations. This kind of wariness has become more serious since returning to Japan.

However, Yukimura's words at this moment made Jia's tense heart a little more relaxed. It may be that in those gentle and clear purple eyes, Jia unconsciously remembered the eyes of his mother when he was young, so he couldn't help saying it :

"I like someone... No, it may not be like, I don't know what this feeling is about? But that person should not be the person I like."

"Shouldn't it?" Yukimura frowned slightly, "Should or shouldn't liking someone not exist?"

"Although it's true to say so, I still can't be with him." Jia took a breath, "Maybe my feelings for him are not deep enough, or maybe I'm afraid, and I don't have the courage to face it at all. These."

Yukimura held his hand as if giving Gawen, and said unhurriedly: "So the reason why you look so uncomfortable is because of him?"

"……Yes."

"I think she must be a very good person, otherwise you wouldn't like her so much."

"Do I like him very much?"

"Because you like her, you worry that you may not be qualified to be with her. You are not afraid that your liking is not as deep as the other person's, but because you have low self-esteem. You are afraid that apart from the status of the royal family, there is nothing worthy of other people's liking." Yukimura Rubbing Jiawei's lowered head, "Although I don't know how long this emotion has affected you, but Jia, you are really outstanding, and you still have many shining points that are worthy of being liked by others."

"And if he really liked someone else because of what you said, would you be happy?"

After coming out of the hospital, Yukimura's words seemed to still be echoing in his ears, but his heart was still heavy. He remembered that there was no way to face Yukimura's problems at that time. If Xiaozheng fell in love with someone else, would he really be happy? ?Will he hold the blessing mentality as he imagined before?

The originally hazy answer seemed to become clear at this moment, and he really couldn't accept it, so should he really try to accept it as Brother Jingshi said?

What a headache.

When he returned to the hotel next to him, Akashi sat in the room thinking about the upcoming competition. This was his first contact with a national competition since he took over as minister, so he would naturally treat it with caution.

Jia didn't bother him, and Smith also informed him that the plane ticket was ready, because Brother Jingshi's condition could not be delayed, so the departure date was advanced a few days, the day after tomorrow.

It was already very late after solving the related problems with Smith. Jia hesitated for a while and still didn't go to Akashi. After washing up, he felt a little sleepy. Maybe it was because of too much thinking these days, and last night's hangover. , Jia fell asleep in bed not long after.

When he woke up and got up the next day, Akashi still hadn't returned to Tokyo, although he knew that skipping class was nothing to him.

Thinking about going back to America tomorrow, and he hasn't mentioned it to Akashi now, it was indeed too much to some extent, so after breakfast, he finally explained it honestly.

"I knew it the day before yesterday, otherwise I wouldn't have rushed over immediately." Facing Ka's surprised gaze, Akashi said calmly, "Although I won't interfere with your decision, it doesn't conflict with wishing you to come back sooner. , and before leaving, I want to ask you one more question."

Akashi's words made Ka couldn't help tensing up, and the hands under the table were clenched unconsciously, and Akashi seemed to see his nervousness, and curled the corners of his lips: "Don't worry, I will always answer that answer." Wait until you are willing to answer me."

"Eh?"

"Do you remember the punishment promised in previous games?"

"...Well, there is such a thing, but Xiaozheng, what do you want to do?" Jia couldn't figure it out, but he kept his promise and looked at him seriously, "As long as it is something I can do, it's fine. "

Akashi is well aware of his personality, seeing that Jia agreed without hesitation. After experiencing these things, Jia can still feel completely at ease with him, without even being on guard. Should he be happy or sad?

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It was getting close to evening, and the sun had faded, leaving only the dark sky.

Ka, who was carrying a schoolbag, was a little confused now. He didn't know what Akashi's purpose was when he came to climb the mountain?If you are watching the sunrise, it is too early.

Fortunately, there is a road directly to the top of the mountain road, which is flatter than the usual mountain road. In addition, Akashi has been holding his hand, and the uneasiness caused by night blindness and being unable to see the surrounding scene has disappeared a lot. .

"Be careful, don't let go of your hands."

"understood."

There is always an inexplicable sense of security holding Akashi's hand. When they reached the top of the mountain, the sky had completely darkened.

Scattered starlight and the light pouring down from the moon covered the mountains with a beautiful and shallow protective layer. Jia looked down the mountain, although it was dark at first glance, but the little lights were really beautiful.

"Ka—"

Hearing Akashi's slight voice, Ka turned his head to follow the source of the voice, and looked at him in confusion: "What's wrong?"

"Are you scared? You shouldn't be able to see anything now, the most important thing is that your hands are a little sweaty." Akashi smiled a little.

"It's true. Although I can't see it with my eyes, I can at least hear your voice now."

Jia'an said with confidence, and Akashi's hand clenched a bit.

But Jia still doesn't understand why Akashi came to the top of the mountain, just to see the scenery?Could it be that you are in a bad mood because of me recently?

"Are you wondering why I brought you here?"

"A little bit."

"If it was a TV series, I should push you off the mountain right now, so that you can be with me forever." Akashi's careless voice seemed to merge with the wind, Kahei said: "Xiaozheng, you are not that kind people."

"Then what kind of person do you think I am?"

Seeing that he was shivering from the cold, Akashi wrapped his arms around Ka and pulled him into his arms.

Jia nodded slightly, but stretched out his hand to gently hold the other's hand on his waist. If it were the same as before, he would want to escape from this unnatural warmth.

But at this moment, he suddenly understood that in fact, all this time relying on him was Akashi's embrace.

"Although we have been together for three years, you give me different feelings every time." Jia rubbed her cold hands with a sincere smile, "You are very considerate and gentle, although sometimes... It's kind of weird, isn't it?"

Speaking of the latter, Jia paused suspiciously, but Akashi couldn't help laughing: "Strange, is it like this now?"

Kissing Jia Weiliang's lips directly along the corner of his lips, Akashi's palm lightly pressed his lower back, and lightly brought him into his arms, Jia's heart trembled, but he didn't reach out to push him away as before.This kiss was really too gentle, and Ka was a little loose because of Yukimura's words before, and coupled with the fact that he would be separated tomorrow, his originally rational nerves became abnormal.

Subconsciously wrapping his arms around the back of the other's neck, he closed his eyes slightly to feel the kiss. To Akashi, it was more like a silent acquiescence, and the touch between the simple lips became a little more intense.

After a while, they separated, the slight panting sound made Ka bow her head, but Akashi happily kissed him on the cheek: "Don't make me wait too long."

The author has something to say: Update~ It’s been too sweet lately~