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Chapter 67

It gets dark early in winter, and the night is dark after seven o'clock.

Xiao Manyi and Gao Wenyuan went back to the room, the living room of Xiao's main house was empty until it was broken by intertwining footsteps.

Suhang and Xiao Yige quickly went downstairs and out of the main house, and went straight to the garage.

When he came to the car, Suhang took Xiao Yige's hand, hesitantly said: "Yige, you can wait for me at home, I have to know my mother's attitude first."

Su Lanjun had never asked her so forcefully, probably because he knew about them.

She still doesn't know Su Lanjun's thoughts, she needs to discuss this matter with Su Lanjun first, instead of taking Xiao Yige to fight forcefully, it would be better for Xiao Yige to avoid it temporarily at this time.

Xiao Yige held her hand, his eyes full of worry, "If Auntie really found out, you must have a hard time tonight. I can't sleep at home by myself. At least let me take you there."

Su Hang was silent for a moment, nodded and said: "Okay."

Xiao Yige said again: "Also, this incident should be caused by the Cheng family father and son. Cheng Yuzhe had a car accident the night he saw the two of us, and broke one of his legs."

Su Hang's eyes were heavy, "I see."

At this time, Linghai is full of neon lights, and people are having the last carnival before going to bed at midnight.

Suhang and Xiao Yige traveled through this joy and came to a destination unknown to light and dark.

The winter night is quiet, the children finished playing early and went home to keep warm, and even the soft sound of the wind can be clearly heard in the Suhang family's community.

The car stopped downstairs, Su Hang turned on the reading light, and did not get out of the car immediately.

"Go to Feifei for a late-night snack," she said softly while holding the steering wheel, rubbing her thumbs non-stop, "If it's too late, go home first, I may not be able to go back tonight."

She didn't look at Xiao Yige when she spoke, even though there was nothing unusual in her voice, such an order was not normal at all.

Xiao Yige reached out to hold her hand, and calmly and gently agreed: "Okay, I'll wait for you to come back."

Worry grows in their hearts, and determination is accompanied by it.

This test will have to be passed sooner or later. Today is just a little early, and I am not so confident in coping with it, but there is only one ending, and Suhang has already told me clearly.

She wanted to get out of the car decisively, but she turned her eyes slightly and saw Xiao Yige's eyes full of trust. After all, she couldn't help but unbuckle her seat belt and leaned over to press a kiss on Xiao Yige's forehead.

"Believe me," she said in a deep voice, with deep affection, "even if she disagrees, I will be with you."

Xiao Yige caressed the eyebrows that showed no hesitation with both hands, and said softly, "I believe in you."

She didn't know how far Suhang could persist. She had heard too many stories about being forced to break up during the process of coming out.

At this moment, she didn't dare to assume.

The person in front of her has survived too many trials alone, no matter how difficult this last hurdle is, whether it is an insurmountable mountain or an easy stream to wade through, she will wait for this person to come back.

Suhang caught her deeply in his eyes, returned to his seat after a while and got out of the car.

Xiao Yige watched her enter the corridor until he could no longer see her.

The long wait will only kill her patience and increase her worry, so she drove to the milk tea shop near the community and followed Suhang's suggestion to call Mo Feifei.

Surprisingly, Mo Feifei was unwilling to go out for the first time, chatting with Xiao Yige lazily on the phone.

"Ge, how did you determine the relationship with Hang Hang, give me some advice?"

"Is it done on the bed or under the bed?"

"You said that Yao Ji'an, a profiteer, won't get in. What's the matter?"

"Yes, I understand that she spent several years in vain in the two previous relationships, and lost all human, material and financial resources."

"The first man refused to let her go out to work, and then the woman talked to her for a few years and went to get married. Neither of them is a good thing."

"But I'm different from these two!"

Xiao Yige's heart was always with Suhang, and he listened absent-mindedly, but at least he listened to a lot intermittently. Although he was not as focused as before, he answered many questions seriously.

"You have to prescribe the right medicine." Her gaze was always on the direction of the building of Suhang's house, and the thought of waiting was always entangled in her heart. "Yao Ji'an is different from Hanghang. It is not you who she rejects, but the next time she is let down. Even today She would not accept another person by her side."

Su Hang is different from Yao Ji'an, this is the first time Su Hang has delivered his sincerity, without fear or fear, and poured his blood into this relationship.

This sword that is unsheathed for the first time will definitely win a big victory. No matter how long it takes, she will accompany Su Hang.

In fact, there were no fierce questioning or quarrels when entering from Suzhou and Hangzhou.

The lights in the house were as warm as usual, and the Zen-like furnishings were covered with a layer of antique luster. Su Lanjun just sat silently on the sofa with his eyes downcast.

This silence is not real silence.

Her expression clearly remained unbelievable, even if she didn't say a word, it conveyed her surprise.

Suhang stood under the chandelier, and after putting down the key, there was no movement for a long time.

It wasn't until she couldn't help but look at the phone that Su Lanjun quietly said, "Is anyone waiting for you?"

Suhang couldn't bear to look over, but said softly but firmly: "Well, she is waiting for me."

Su Lanjun's eyes lifted from the hanging hair, his expression was flat: "When did it happen?"

"What are you asking?" Su Hang looked straight at him frankly, "If it's a confirmed relationship, it's less than three months."

She knew that Xiao Yige accepted her the night she hugged Xiao Yige into her arms after winning the award.

The lingering refusal was just a small interest between the two of them.

If Xiao Yige was here at this moment, and she heard her foolishly saying that they were not lovers yet, then she should really beg Xiong Xiong.

Su Lanjun's eyes trembled slightly, and his tone finally became turbulent, "I want to find someone who can live a good life for you. I know you don't like blind dates, and I tried my best not to go on too many blind dates. But Cheng Yuzhe told me that you... I never I haven't heard of two girls being together, when the news spreads, what do your neighbors and colleagues think of you?"

The person who told her about this was Cheng Yuzhe.

On the phone, she heard such a shocking thing for the first time, and she even wondered if her daughter misunderstood friendship as love.

But Cheng Yuzhe cried even harder, almost crying that he saw Suhang and Xiao Yige kissing, and that Xiao Yige admitted that he was Suhang's girlfriend.

This bolt from the blue struck Su Lanjun's head for a whole day.

She thought of Xiao Yige's sensible and gentle appearance, and remembered that the two children looked at each other from time to time during dinner that day.

She reacted belatedly, there was clearly love hidden in that gaze.

"It's not that serious." Su Hang didn't flinch at all, his eyes glowed softly as he thought of Xiao Yige, "Things like this happen everywhere, sometimes people passing by you who you think are best friends may be lovers."

Su Lanjun murmured sadly: "But how do the two girls live, there are many things that require a man..."

Su Hang shook his head, calm and complacent, but even smiled: "Mom has been here for so many years, and there are some things that seem to need a man in the family, but we all learned it later, didn't we.

I can change a light bulb, I can fix a computer, and I'm good at it.Mom, it's not that women can't do many things, it's because people have been instilling the idea that women can't do it, only men can do it. "

Su Lanjun stared at her blankly, seeing the frank, soft and firm expression on her face.

After a moment of silence, Su Lanjun sighed, "But there will always be people who look down on you. If you can stop it, let's stop it as soon as possible..."

Suhang was still smiling, and his cool voice contained deep meaning: "It's okay to always like to look down on others. The opinions spoken have no reference value. I will not give up the person I love because of such a person."

Su Lanjun's heart is complicated, and even his eyes are mixed.

The daughter has always been silent and obedient, with an indifferent and distant expression on her face, but she will be softer towards her mother, but this year there have been frequent exceptions.

Whether it was a smile or resistance, or the persistence and confidence at this moment, it was all because of Xiao Yige.

Her daughter, who had been withdrawn and cold like a pool of stagnant water since she was eight years old, is now alive again.

She waved her hand and walked slowly towards the room. She didn't know what to say or how to deal with this matter.

"Mom..." Suhang called Su Lanjun from behind.

Su Lanjun stopped at the door of the room and raised his hand to hold the door frame.

She heard Su Hang's always soft voice trembling: "I can't do without her."

The stagnant water was alive and boiling, showing a vitality that had never been revealed before.

Her heart was warm and sour, and her eyes turned back were stained with tears, and she saw Suhang slowly entering the meditation room.

Since the mother and daughter moved out of Cheng's house, Su Lanjun gradually came into contact with Buddhism, and usually copied Buddhist scriptures at home to calm the mind, so after buying this house, he opened a small room for meditation.

She turned around and followed Su Hang with light steps, and saw Su Hang bent his knees and knelt on the futon.

This place is used for meditation. Anyone who has entered here for so many years means to abandon distracting thoughts.

Suhang knelt here quietly, expressing that he calmly insisted on that decision, and there was no turning back.

Su Lanjun covered her mouth, and couldn't hold back the tears streaming down her cheeks anymore.

The lights of Wanjia were extinguished as the night fell, and Suhang always knelt in front of the Buddha statue with his back straight.

She didn't know what Su Lanjun was thinking now, whether she still insisted on separating her from Xiao Yige.

She has no other way, she has never made a fuss, and she will not learn to force her. She can only express her determination.

On weekdays, no matter how good her archery skills were, she worked hard at the gym, her legs were sore and weak after kneeling for hours, and her knees seemed to have been injected with anesthesia, and her consciousness faded away.

The few remaining lights in the tall building directly outside the window dimmed again.

She stood on the ground with one hand, gritted her teeth and twisted her thigh, so that her consciousness recovered slightly, and she also let some Qingming struggle out of the chaotic and drowsy consciousness.

Hearing the ringtone of the mobile phone in a haze, Su Hang touched her pocket, and in her blurred vision was the name that warmed her heart.

She smiled with dry lips and picked up the phone.

The affectionate and concerned voice lost its voice and whispered softly in her ear: "Hang Hang, are you okay?"

"I'm fine, have you gone home?" She said with a smile, but her voice was hoarse due to severe water shortage.

Xiao Yige was even more worried after hearing this, and instead of answering, asked, "What are you doing now, what does Auntie say?"

Su Hang turned his head to see that the living room lights had already been turned off, "Mom and I are not talking about this matter, she should go back to her room."

"Should?" Xiao Yige was puzzled and worried even more, "What are you doing now? If you've said everything you need to say, don't wait."

Suhang looked down at himself, not daring to tell Xiao Yige that he was kneeling, and replied vaguely: "I didn't do anything."

Hearing Xiao Yige's breathing became heavier, he said solemnly, "Come down."

"Yi Ge, are you still downstairs?" Suhang looked at the window in surprise, only two bright lights remained in the tall building facing him.

"Well, come down," Xiao Yige coaxed her lightly, "I'll take a look at you and make sure you're okay before I leave."

Suhang looked down at the sunken futon, and turned his head to look at the darkness outside the meditation room.

There is a warm vortex close at hand, wanting to hug her. In the center of the vortex is her lover, the red rose that she has cherished for more than ten years.

"Okay." She pursed her lips and lowered her eyes, barely supporting her body against the futon.

The door of Su Lanjun's room was closed, and there was light from under the crack of the door. Suhang supported the wall and moved as quietly as possible to the door.

She couldn't see that the moment Su Lanjun opened the door the moment she closed the door and left, she looked towards the door with inexplicable emotions in her eyes.

Xiao Yige couldn't wait to enter the corridor, and directly guarded the elevator entrance.

Su Hang's voice on the phone was a little weak, as if he had been talking for a long time, and it seemed that he hadn't drank water for a long time.

She couldn't just go home like this, at least she had to make sure of Suhang's condition, otherwise she would have trouble sleeping even if she lay in bed.

After waiting for minutes and seconds, she watched the floor display and slowly jumped to the first floor.

The people who had been separated for a few hours just supported the elevator door like that, staggered out two steps with their numb legs, and smiled at Xiao Yige as if nothing had happened.

Xiao Yige's eyes were red when he climbed up, and he trotted over to hug her without thinking about whether there was anyone passing by.

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Hang Hang: Brave Hang Hang, not afraid of difficulties!

Yige: Chong Duck!