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Chapter 82

In the second half of the night, Suhang slept soundly.

No more nightmares woke her up, Xiao Yige slept peacefully by her side until early morning.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, their plan was to pay New Year greetings to Mr. Su Lan first, and then to Xiao's house. They would still eat separately at night, and then return to Taohuayuan.

Just like last time, Xiao Yige sent a message to Su Lanjun on the way, asking Su Lanjun to act like he still didn't accept them.

From Suhang's point of view, Su Lanjun has almost completely accepted them now, so there is no need to pretend too much.

Su Lanjun started working on lunch after breakfast, and met Xiao Yige's eyes when welcoming them into the door, with a look of unnaturalness in his enthusiasm: "Come in for lunch, and bring so many things..."

Xiao Yige lifted the gift bag, blinked kindly and mischievously: "These are the supplements I picked for Auntie, they are all warm."

Suhang didn't know what his mother and Xiao Yige's plans were, and he emphasized Xiao Yige's intentions in the gift: "Mom, Yige has been picking out the gift for a long time, and also asked me a lot about your usual eating habits, and let her nutrition at home The teacher gave advice."

Su Lanjun really couldn't hold back his laughter, he lowered his head and raised his hand to touch his nose to cover up his smile, sighed and said, "I have a heart."

She thinks that Xiao Yige is really interesting, and he complements her daughter very well. If these two children stay together for a long time, Suhang's dull temperament will also be affected.

Seeing Su Lanjun's softened heart, Suhang smiled happily and took the bag from Xiao Yisinger, "Then I'll put it away for Mom, you usually remember to eat."

As she spoke, she took the bag and went to the locker in the living room to find a place to put it.

Seeing her walking away, Su Lanjun smiled silently and patted the back of Xiao Yige's hand, his eyes full of love.

Xiao Yige approached Su Lanjun and whispered in Su Lanjun's ear, "Auntie, hold on, her birthday is coming soon, and we will give her a surprise."

Su Lanjun shook his head and smiled, and lowered his voice: "Okay, okay, I can't help it anymore."

In order to fulfill Xiao Yige's entrustment and avoid revealing his secrets, Su Lanjun deliberately found some topics to chat with Su Hang during dinner.

Suhang told Su Lanjun his recent contacts with Cheng's family as a story, and he told Su Lanjun in detail when he encountered Xiao Yige's participation.

Mr. Su Lan listened intently, and couldn't help observing her daughter.

"No wonder your face is so thin," she said distressedly, and went straight to pick up vegetables for Suhang. The pork ribs were piled up in the Suhang bowl to form a hill. It doesn't matter, our family doesn't care about his."

Xiao Yige didn't interrupt, he ate and listened with a smile on his face, and refilled Su Lanjun with a drink.

Suhang didn't reply, but after Su Lanjun had finished picking up enough vegetables, she said solemnly: "That is my betrothal gift, and I will give it a song."

Su Lanjun was taken aback after hearing this, and almost burst out laughing, but his expression became extremely complicated under restraint.

Xiao Yige didn't expect this idiot to be so frank. Seeing Su Lanjun's expression of suffocating internal injuries, she hurriedly interrupted: "Auntie's pork ribs are delicious, hanghang, why don't you eat more, just talk."

Su Hang thought that Su Lanjun couldn't accept it all of a sudden, and thought that Xiao Yige was helping her to change the topic, and she was afraid that she would pick up Xiao Yige's words by using too much force, but she was a little flustered when she picked up the bowl.

"...Eat first, mom's ribs are delicious."

What "damn's ribs", I used to find fault with other people's language, but now I'm talking about faulty sentences myself.

Xiao Yige shook his head with a grin, and met Su Lanjun's eyes who were also helpless.

This kid is really a bit stupid.

After lunch, they watched TV with Su Lanjun for a while.

Seeing that the time was almost up, Su Hang and Xiao Yige set off for Xiao's house.

The atmosphere of Xiao's house was more pleasant than that of Su Lanjun's. Without Xiao Yige's hidden thoughts, Xiao Manyi and Gao Wenyuan were able to get along with the younger generation. Suhang reluctantly returned to Su Lanjun's side at dinner time.

Today's whole day's itinerary was tight and fun. After dinner, Suhang picked up Xiao Yige and returned to Taohuayuan.

Finally it was time for the two of them to be alone.

Xiao Yige served the packed side dishes, and Su Hang simmered a pot of cider brewed by Gao Wenyuan on the small stove. The aroma of apples wrapped in the aroma of the wine evaporated in the air, light and sweet.

Xiao Yige pushed Su Hang to the chair and sat down, then sat sideways on her lap.

It's not a serious meal at first, it should look like a pastime for entertainment.

The drinking cup was a small ceramic cup full of classical atmosphere given by Gao Wenyuan. Xiao Yige poured a cup of wine and brought it to Su Hang's lips. After feeding her to drink, he asked with a smile: "There is no lunch break at noon, do you want to go to bed early tonight?" ?”

Suhang licked his lips and savored the aroma of cider, put his arms around Xiao Yige's waist and shook his head, "Go to bed later, I'm not tired enough yet."

She was still afraid of the night, even though Xiao Yige saved her once.

Cheng Zhiang seemed to have turned into a demon, sneaking into her dreams every day to torment her soul, consuming her energy after waking up.

She knew it was a dream, but the terrifying feeling was too real, and every time she escaped, it was like escaping from the clutches of the devil.

"Hang Hang, how can I help you..." Xiao Yige traced Su Hang's thin face with his fingertips pitifully, only feeling that the mandible was clearly touched under his fingertips.

She suddenly doubted her own method, whether it would be useful to make Su Hang tired and then rest again and again.

Suhang, who is awake now, will be afraid of falling asleep at night, that is, the knot in his heart is always there, and has not been relieved in the true sense.

Last night, Suhang slept deeply before the nightmare, but she was still awakened, and she didn't go to the bathroom to wash her hands until she was comforted by her relief.

After thinking about it so carefully, in fact, her method cannot appease Suhang in essence, but the subsequent unraveling will be effective.

Suhang kissed her pensive eyes, sighed and murmured: "Take your time, I will feel at ease when you are by my side."

Xiao Yige collected his thoughts, and said softly: "Let's eat supper first."

Su Hang bent his lips: "Yes."

The side dishes are specially made for them by Xiao's kitchen. They look good and taste good, and they are delicious when paired with cider.

As midnight approached, Xiao Yige went to take a bath first.

She always had something on her mind, and when she came out, she took advantage of Suhang to take a shower and dialed the phone by the window.

Given the current situation in Suzhou and Hangzhou, the possibility of self-relief is too small, and the effect of external assistance is better.

She can no longer use the method she thinks is feasible to heal Suhang. Psychologically, she needs more professional people to do it. Suhang has been getting thinner and thinner, so this matter cannot be delayed any longer.

After hanging up the phone, Su Hang just came out of the shower.

Xiao Yige threw the phone beside the pillow, and untied her long hair.

The damp and heat of the bathroom soaked through the broken hair on her forehead, adding a bit of fragility caused by mundane dust.

Xiao Yige plucked the hair on her shoulders and asked her: "Are you tired, can I go to bed now?"

Suhang nodded, "I'm a little tired."

Her expression was imperceptibly timid, and she said that she could go to sleep when she was tired, but she had no real desire to fall asleep.

Xiao Yige hesitated, took Su Hang's arm around his waist, leaned close to him and said softly: "Do you want to be a little more tired, so that you don't have time to think about other things."

Although she intends to help Su Hang in another way, tonight's rest is just around the corner, and she can only get to dawn safely after this night. She wants to make Su Hang sleep as comfortably as possible.

Suhang laughed, lowered his eyes to her ear.

She pushed all the long curly hair to the other side, presenting the slender shoulder and neck lines in front of Suhang.

She thought she would wait for a ray of warmth to fall, but there was only the man's low voice in her ears: "Yige, why are you as stupid as me."

Xiao Yige raised his eyes in a daze: "...what?"

Suhang pursed his lips and smiled, took her to sit by the bed, leaned over and kissed her lips, and then said slowly: "Do you still remember the night when I won the award in Qinzhou, I said I wanted to make it up to you, I wanted to take off my clothes for you to see...but you rejected me, and you said you wanted to see it, but you wouldn't use this reason to see it.

In fact, I don't like to use that reason to do such things.This should be an act of our affection. If it is done in another name, I will feel weird. I believe you will feel the same way, so you will reject me. "

That night, Xiao Yige didn't say any reason for his refusal.

It's okay to play a joke, but Xiao Yige didn't do it. The time when this thing came true was the night when she and Xiao Yige played cards for the first time.

That is the natural expression after they release their affection, rather than using other reasons that have nothing to do with love.

Suhang guessed the reason for Xiao Yige's refusal, but today Xiao Yige was blinded by worry, and wanted to comfort her in a way that they didn't like.

After hearing these words, Xiao Yige smiled softly with his lips curled up, annoyed that he had made a mistake, and tilted his head to rest on Suhang's shoulder.

Su Hang smiled: "Understood?"

"Well..." Xiao Yige let out a long breath, "I shouldn't use this kind of thing as a way to achieve my goal just because I want you to sleep peacefully. I just want to try to make you more tired, see Can it reduce the possibility of having nightmares?"

"I don't want to be like this," Suhang lowered his head and met her eyes, solemnly and softly, "I like to kiss you just to kiss you, don't hold other purposes. This is disrespectful to you, love is to kiss you Pure, not stained with any filth."

She would rather endure being tortured by nightmares again, it doesn't matter many times, but she doesn't want Xiao Yige to help her in this way.

If she really came to get close to Xiao Yige with such a purpose, then no matter how much they love each other, it would be a desecration of this relationship.

Xiao Yige hugged Suhang's body, with a guilty tone softly: "But, I did this last night..."

Su Hang put his arms around her, looked at her expression of regret and laughed, "Your starting point is to love me, but I didn't know your plan last night, I thought it was you who surprised me..."

Speaking of key points, Suhang stopped shyly and pursed his lips.

This time it was Xiao Yige's turn to stretch his eyebrows, pinch her chin and wait for her unfinished words.

After adjusting for a while, Suhang said in a clear voice: "My every time is very pure, I just want to love you."

Xiao Yige smelled the cool cedar fragrance bringing a little warmth, and the sporadic heat made her eye sockets sore.

"Suhang..." She whispered the name that had fascinated her for many years.

"Huh?" Su Hang blinked his eyes, thinking that he had said something wrong, "Why did the name and surname all of a sudden..."

Before she finished mumbling, Xiao Yige's weak voice contained love: "I love you."

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The author has something to say:

Hang Hang: I'm still a baby, we don't need to do that method yesterday.