you can only love me

Chapter 39

In fact, we all know that this is a problem that has to be solved, and it is not good for anyone to procrastinate.But whenever I was ready to speak, I was like an elephant blocked in my throat, unable to speak a word.Especially because last time, I felt that I was really an asshole. How could I say such a thing?The old lady didn't want to call me for a while, so she took the initiative to call me and put it down, her movements were quite loud.There is a feeling that unworthy descendants don't need to care about my life.

I had to drag and drop.

Here, Du Mei is becoming more and more irritable. Every day, she seems to be carrying relatives around her body, and even her long black hair is static. One or two words don't suit her heart. She scolded me bloody as soon as the door came. The point is that I don't know why she scolded me after scolding me. Don't you think it's very powerful?

The most frightening thing is to follow Qiong Yao's style, pointing to my nose and saying, after getting along for so long, I still can't understand your heart, and I feel that you are far away.You are an onion man, and if you want to see your heart, you have to peel off layer after layer of skin that made me cry, and finally found out desolately that the onion I peeled has no heart at all!

If you can bear it before, then this trick really broke me down, "I just need you to give me some more time, that's all, that's all!"

She was noncommittal, but learned to sneer.I think both sides should calm down for two days on this matter.

So I suddenly realized that the focus of my life was shifted to my career, and I was working hard every day to make money for the material foundation of the second half of my life.cold war?Just leave it alone.

For almost half a month, no one paid attention to anyone, and no one hooked up with anyone.Anyone who knows our relationship knows that we are in a cold war.

So my friends asked me to drink and advised me not to fight needlessly, but to hug my thighs and hurry up for peace.Her friends asked her to drink and persuade her to split up quickly. It's not appropriate to be forced, and it's inappropriate in itself. After persuading those two or three people, they always @我, let me know about it.Fuck you, uncle, is it suitable for us!

Mama Du also called me once, and said quickly, "Is there a quarrel? As a T, you have to be magnanimous, and you should be coaxed in a timely manner. Don't blame me for looking down on you!" I only dared to laugh, After all, the elders have come out to speak.

Afterwards, I also felt inexplicable, why are we arguing?Very guilty.

So one lunch time at noon, I called her.Gossip, I said I dreamed of you last night, a particularly frightening dream.

Mr. Du still held his own airs and couldn't put it down, especially 'unspeakable', "What terrible dream?"

I started to make up "I dreamed that you were arguing with me. At home, you hit me with a trash can, and I was so dizzy by you that my head was full of pity."

She smiled and said, "What kind of messed up dream, am I that violent? Did you do something to apologize to me in your dream?"

I continued to make up, "It seems that you and I are doing homework, and then you get up and hit me after I finish you. Could it be that you subconsciously think that I am not good at that, so you alluded to my dream?"

She took a sip, "Your dream is very pornographic and violent, get out, I don't want to hear it anymore."

I said, "Hey, wait! Is it okay if I have a showdown with my mother these days?"

She said, "OK, what time?"

I thought about it, lest she say I was procrastinating, "This weekend."

I have to ask my mother-in-law, who understands righteousness, to speak out about this matter. She has experience, experience, and sympathy in this regard. Regardless of eloquence or courage, she must speak better than me.Choose an auspicious day for getting married, traveling, moving into the house, and breaking ground. The three of them brought gifts of melon and fruit tea, and I turned around one by one to leave. Du Mei pushed and shoved to my door, and then I died. Refused to go in, Mama Du knocked decisively on the door.

Then came the unprecedentedly intense negotiations.

My mother said, "You mean, as long as they are comfortable and the two of them live happily, they can kill, set fire, rape, rape, drug trafficking and nothing else?"

Mama Du: "Sisters, are we talking about the same thing? The child is already like this, and the parents have no choice but to let the child go. Except that they are women, which is not acceptable, we all I like Le Jin very much. You gave birth to her. She is handsome and beautiful. The child is also very motivated and filial. I really like it. We all only have this daughter, and we all love our daughter. As long as they feel happy, we Parents should give it a chance. Whether the future is good or bad is their own business, and we don't need to worry too much."

My mother said, "Don't worry too much? You rich people have big hearts, but mine is not as big as yours! We are orphans and widows. I won't worry about her. It will be too late to worry about it when it breaks!"

Mama Du: "I know what parents are worried about. I came here today to show you our family's attitude. If the two children are really together, our Du family will definitely treat Le Jin kindly. Afterwards, I will give some of the shares to Le Jin. If the two children live with Meimei for a long time, I will increase her capital in the future, so that her shares are second only to Du Mei. In other places where Le Jin's name can be written, I will Let Lao Du write it down to give her the greatest material security. Even if you can't get married in the future, it doesn't matter, the two of you have a material foundation, and adopting a beautiful mixed-race doll, isn't this going to be a very good and happy life?"

My mother was calm and calm for a while, and irritable and irritable for a while, and Du's mother turned to look at me if she couldn't say, "Le Jin, let me ask you something, are you going to be a woman in this life?"

I kept her face in mind, and I knelt on the ground cautiously. This is a done deal, and it has become a done deal. If I want to talk about it from the beginning, I can only keep silent.

My mother sat down on the edge of the sofa, pointed at the door, didn't say much, just said "Get out!"

In the days that followed, the old lady was like Mrs. Xianglin, who called me every day to scold me, how unbearable the humiliation of homosexuality was, and she was dying on the other end of the phone. I ran home to see if she had any accidents, and when I returned to the company, I stared at the computer eagerly, not knowing what to do. In her spacious office, the leader often looked at me like a girl who had lost her way in the blooming season through the glass with her hands folded. If I continue to do this for a while, she will consider firing me.

The first thing I think when I open my eyes every day is whether I should find a rope and hang myself.

Out of a desire to comfort me, Du Mei told my friends about the matter, and they immediately held a sleep meeting to express their opinions on a table of drinks, melons and fruits.

Song Xiaole, who came back from abroad, was amazed at the slow progress of Chinese culture, "I don't know what happened to Chinese mothers? Why do you have to push your own daughters into the fire pit and force them to marry men you don't like? Why do you always think about others? Why can’t I forget my own feelings for the sake of my daughter’s happiness? Yes, that’s right, I was born and raised by you, but I don’t live for you, let alone for others!”

As a native resident, Lin said, "Baby, first of all, I agree with your point of view (I got a quick eye knife from Miss Song) ahem, but how can this be summed up clearly in a few words? Chinese-style marriage It’s complicated! The elders think that it’s right for you to marry this marriage. A man can make a lot of money, can help you have children, and can be half a son when something happens. Life without marriage is incomplete. A woman who has children is incomplete."

Xiaoman raised doubts, "Could it be that to love children is to let them get married, to complete a man and a child, even if they get married and leave again?"

The little secretary lamented, "Life is so short, and you live to take care of other people's emotions all day long. How can those people be so selfless and selfless?"

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Du Mei pushed the sunglasses on the bridge of her nose to her forehead, "Now I really despise people who live to be in their twenties and have to live for others to see (speaking of this, and look at me with a smile), (turning head) or They are people who say that they must consider the feelings of their parents when they live. I really don’t understand how the feelings of those parents can make them give up the most primitive motivation and desire in their hearts ( look back at me)?"

I fell into silence and thinking.

When the two forces are unable to communicate and integrate, one of them is bound to make compromises and concessions. If both parties stick to their own positions, there is no way to retreat, and there is no way to give in. How should I be caught in the middle of the fucking situation?