you can only love me

Chapter 68

When I arrived at the place to eat, I asked Chen Ran to order something. Bored, I picked up the wine list and looked at it, wondering if I should have a drink before talking.

"Would you like some wine?" I handed her the wine list.

She put down her phone, took a look at the wine list, and simply ordered two bottles of Old Budweiser.

From the corner of my eye, I caught sight of the screen of her mobile phone on the table. The screen saver was a photo of the three of us in the amusement park.

I was embarrassed for a minute, then I touched her with my knee, and pointed my chin in the direction of the phone, "Is it not appropriate to use this picture as a screen saver?"

"Oh? Why?" She looked like she wanted to hear more about it.

I light up my own screen saver with my finger, and flip it to her face, "Because I'm using this screen saver."

My screen saver photo has always been the one of Du Xiaomei sitting in front of the piano.

She just stared at my phone screen like that, "So?"

I looked at her with an 'are you okay' expression on my face.

So the meaning is not obvious enough?

She touched the phone case sadly, "This is my business."

If I were a monkey, I would be scratching my head in anxiety. I hinted so clearly, sister, you must hang on my tree.

He took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket and lit it, "Sister Chen Ran, you are fine."

"Don't deal the good guy card."

"..." Is the rhythm of your words really good?

"Xiao Jin, just tell me if you like me that much?"

"……Have."

"That's all right."

"Do you know how likely it is that a 35-year-old straight woman will fall in love with another woman?"

"Maybe you don't know yet. At my age, it's good to find a partner who has a common topic, and someone who hurts. These two points are more important than anything else. I won't think too much about other things."

When she said this, her eyes were filled with tears.

My heart was troubled, and my face was smiling, "...so you are 35? I have been guessing your age."

She gave me a teary look at the corner of her eyes, "You can die if you don't have a cheap mouth? I really want to slap you."

I wiped her tears with a tissue, "Well, don't hold back, smoke if you want, I don't deserve a spanking."

She looked straight at me, and I felt uncomfortable being looked at by her, and wanted to say that there was a flower on my face?

She said faintly, "The slap on your face was done by your girlfriend, right?"

I subconsciously touched the left side of my face. I thought it was gone for a while, "You can still see it?"

She smiled, "Wei Wei is still a little swollen."

The waiter brought the wine and food, and I got a corkscrew and pried off the iron lid, and poured her a glass of wine and another for myself.

She drank her own glass up, "The night you quarreled, she called me, so I won't talk about the content. There is something I haven't told you. She said that if I really like you, I should make it clear to you that I am actually... someone else's mistress."

I pretended to be calm and helped her fill up the wine glass, "This is your private matter." You don't need to tell me so clearly.

She snatched the bottle right out of my hand "It kind of hurts me a little bit with your attitude."

I had no choice but to lower my head and sip my glass, "It's a bit of an oxymoron... Hey, if my girlfriend said something like that, I might beat her up."

"So, you want to say, do you love her more than me?"

"No, to be precise, I didn't fall in love with you. We were just a throbbing. We passed each other. It won't be the end of each other. I know this very well. So, before I forget you, you first Forget about me, okay?"

"Because of who I am? Would you accept me if I wasn't... that?"

"will not."

"Then how can you be sure that she will be your end point?"

"I want to bet on happiness."

When Chen Ran was leaving, she blew the bottle in front of me, and I just watched her leave in a daze. The reason for my dumbfoundedness was nothing else, but the taxi that I couldn't get after 10 minutes of riding. As soon as she stepped on the horse, she just picked up a car and immediately came to a camp. This is too discriminatory!

In fact, when she left, I felt a little empty in my heart. I felt that I owed her a lot, but when I asked myself, I couldn't say what I owed her.

If you ask me what I owe Du Xiaomei, I'm clear about it, and it's because I owe too much.

I ate the rest of the meal like chewing wax, went back to the hotel, bought a few more cans at the 24-hour convenience store, returned the umbrella to the front desk, got the deposit back, went upstairs and opened the door with the room card, and was caught by someone from behind push in.

Eh?Which one is this?

The person who had already left came back and said angrily, "I also want to bet on happiness!"

When she pushed me down and put my hands back on the bed, the buddy at the opposite door just came back and slammed the door loudly. The sound insulation of the hotel was good, but it was not easy for him to make such a noise. It's so big, it is estimated that the lobby manager will come up to him to compensate him later.

What?You said that I am still thinking about this matter at this time?You've been put on the bed!

It's like this, Chen Ran pushed me down, it was my act of letting go, I really got into a fight with her, and I still don't overthrow her?

She can push it if she wants to, anyway, the bottom line is that it's fine if she doesn't kiss her.

Chen Ran rode on me, and I was pressed down by her, carefully accompanied by a smiling face, "You haven't drunk much, why are you drunk and hazy. What do you like about me? I can't change it right away."

Although the eyes are blurred, the spoken words are quite clear, "I like you to stay away from me, you should change it!"

I "... how to change this?"

Seeing that her kiss was about to fall, I quickly turned over and adjusted my clothes, "Okay, no kidding, you really should go."

It happened that the hotel doorman knocked on the door, and I opened the door. He said, "The brother at the door told me to give you this bottle of red wine." Body: "Oh, that brother said that you must taste it on the spot."

I "..." Is it because I was charged 200 yuan for the car and found that my conscience changed hands and someone sent such an expensive bottle of red wine over?

Shit!Don't try to chase me, do you? !By the way, can you give me a farewell payment?This riding horse is Du Xiaomei's favorite drink!Who is this?

After closing the door, I put the red wine in front of the TV cabinet, tilted my head in thought, my little heart was beating wildly, and I always felt that this coincidence was a bit unbelievable.

"Where did I make you think I was joking?"

I glanced at her, Chen Ran had already arranged her clothes, and I said, "I know you're not joking, I thought you were joking, so that we can relax a bit when we meet next time."

Chen Ran's eyes flickered, "I made the situation complicated, I'm sorry, I'm leaving."

Sending Chen Ran away, she stopped me when I was about to close the taxi door. She threatened me with fierce eyes, "If you don't like someone, don't use your damn gentleness to her. It makes people feel heartbroken. People are addicted, it's too delicate to bear!" After saying that, he shrank his neck, slammed the car door and left.

I stayed where I was and didn't leave right away. I wondered if these people said this to me over and over again. Am I really wrong?Even if I am wrong, the habit of riding a horse for more than 20 years is not easy to change!The cold street lamps on the far corner of the street fell on me, and my figure must be very bleak.

I went back to the hotel, took the bottle of wine again, and knocked on the door of my buddy, but no one answered, so I thought he might have gone out.

After taking a shower, I lay on the bed and turned on the air-conditioning and heating until I fell asleep. I remembered that the wine had not been returned to the buddy, so I changed my clothes and knocked on the door. Still no one answered. I went downstairs to ask the hotel front desk and said People have already checked out.

So the wine didn't go back, I received the suitcase and went.

In the middle of the night, I had a dream that I couldn’t wake up from. In the dream, Du Xiaomei sneered and said goodbye to me. After waking up, she was sweating profusely. She loves me with confidence, and when she really said goodbye to me, she realized how heavy the psychological burden would be, which can be called a terrorist attack on the soul.

I comfort myself, this is just a dream, just a dream, a dream, a dream! ! !

Go back and explain to Du Xiaomei carefully, she will forgive me... Then she closed her eyes.

On the last day when I packed my luggage and went back, Lin An called to express condolences. It had been two weeks since my sister had disappeared, and she remembered me saying, "Where have you been?"

I lay sprawled on the bed and told myself to forgive the person in love, "Where is the business trip in Shanghai?"

Lin An: "Oh, my sister Du also went, and I met her yesterday, and she said, are you on a business trip together?"

I immediately jumped up from the bed "??? Coincidentally, I didn't even see her."

She said "oh" again, her words faltering, "I always feel that she looks disgusted when she talks about you now, did you quarrel?"

I"……"

The author has something to say:

Le Jin, "It's a coincidence, I didn't even see her."

Du Mei "I've been living next door to you for several days!!"

Le Jin "My next door is a buddy."

Du Mei: "You are so stupid!"

As usual, 3Q, thank you, above!