you can only love me

Chapter 9

This is the second time I've been in her car, and it's only been a few hours since last night.Being dragged to dinner by her again, I just begged her to let me go after dinner, and stop torturing me like this.

Eating with beautiful women is enjoyment, but eating with Du Mei is suffering.You want to put a delicate big beauty in front of you, but you still can't fall in love with her, how aggrieved it is.

Korean restaurant.

Red wine, beautiful women, miso soup.

Du Mei spoke with a little emotion, "Don't you want to fix it and find someone to have a good relationship with?"

I put up all my strength and answered her, "Love is not the only thing in life."

Du Mei stared, "I think you haven't played enough!"

I played with the tableware in my hand, "If you say I haven't played enough, I haven't played enough yet."

"You—" Du Mei got angry, and I curled my lips to look puzzled.

In the end, I compromised and said, "Why do you have to do this? It's best not to report any fantasies to people like me, and it's best to stay away."

She lowered her heart, "I just want to ask you a question."

I stretched out my palm to her, "You say."

"Did you ever like me in high school?"

This question, well, since everyone is an adult now, it doesn't make much sense to lie, so I said "like it."

She didn't understand, "Then why did you choose Song Xiaole? She and I liked you at the same time."

I smiled, knowing that Du Mei likes me is one thing, but hearing her say it face to face is another thing, I feel very happy in my heart, but I still love to say "Because I'm bad, I like you and Song Xiaole at the same time .”

In fact, I only had a good impression of Song Xiaole at the time. She played sports very well, and I was the representative of the physical education class, and I often got together. They said it was a couple relationship, and there was no strong heartbeat, but it was light and comfortable.There are many reasons for falling in love, one of which is the hormonal agitation in adolescence and the idea of ​​killing boring time. There is another reason. I am afraid that if I don't fall in love with Song Xiaole, I will not be able to help but get along with Du Mei.

She frowned, "Like both?" Then she was even more puzzled, "Then why did you choose her?"

"Then why else, I like her more." He said nonsense.

Du Mei showed a genuinely disappointed expression, "Since you like it so much, why did you break up later?"

I hit the table with an iron spoon to play, "Yesterday you asked me why I transferred schools, but I think you know it well in your heart. Whether we are together or apart, few people have really cleared up the matter between Song Xiaole and me. Since you If you get the insight, you should know that I transferred to another school because of her, because my mother found out about our relationship. As for the breakup, you can also see how bad I was. Although I liked her very much, when I left her, I didn't feel much pain. I say this does not mean that I am complacent about it. On the contrary, I hate this kind of myself, and I can't always make a firm emotional stand. My dad is also like this, probably because he inherited his attitude towards Emotionally irresponsible, the ridiculous thing is that I never want to get involved with him, but it is undeniable that we are like."

After I finished speaking, I looked at Du Mei. Du Mei kept her head down and remained silent. Maybe she was thinking, maybe she was already retreating.

After a while, I thought she was about to give up.

She raised her head and smiled at me. The smile was not very bright, even forced, but it captured my soul suddenly. She said firmly, "I still want to try."