Youth Training Manual

Chapter 69 Confession

"Mom, if I say, I'm terminally ill, will you not want me?"

"what!?"

Wu Huai's words frightened his parents.

Wu Huai looked at the pale mother, couldn't bear it, and hesitated for a moment, but soon, he took another deep breath, just like his character all the time, he decided to do it, without hesitation and procrastination, simply and neatly .

He said: "Don't worry, Mom and Dad, I'm just giving you an example. You can answer me after you think about it. If I get sick or seriously ill, I may not die, but I can't move freely from now on. You still have to carry a lot of money." I will live on my debts, and may take care of me for the rest of my life. Think about it, is it terrible for such a day?"

"Tell me what's going on!" My father was in a hurry, and impatiently interrupted Wu Huai's foreshadowing. In fact, the two old people could see that Wu Huai wanted to confess something, and they might not be able to accept it, and a lot of foreshadowing was needed. Only then can it be understood.

The mother said uncertainly: "Could it be...you and that girl...are we going to be grandparents...?"

Wu Huai's faces were squeezed together, and he murmured, "...that's all right..."

"What's all right?"

"It's okay to have a child..."

"What the hell is that?"

"No, let's just say, it's good to have children, I may not...you can't be grandparents..."

"Your..." The parents looked down.

Wu Huai was embarrassed: "No! I'm normal! I, I, just can't be with girls!"

"..." The parents didn't understand, and their eyes still moved down.

"..." Wu Huai sighed, and said helplessly, "Okay, I'll just say it directly, I should be gay."

His parents looked at him bewilderedly.

"I just like men, not women."

"..." She still looked perplexed.

"Mom and Dad! I mean, I found out that I like men, so I don't plan to marry women, and you won't have grandchildren. I hope you can understand that my situation is born, and I am not born with women. I don’t plan to force myself to marry a woman in the future. I can’t have feelings for her as a lover, so I’m hurting him. Do you understand? I know you may not be able to accept it, and I didn’t let you accept it now. You see, Anyway, I am still young now, and there are still some days before the age you expect to get married and have children. You can think about it during this time. Of course, you can understand if you don’t accept me, but I still hope that you can accept me like this. In the past few years I will concentrate on swimming, don’t worry, I have finally come to where I am today, and I will never give up easily, and I will not delay training because of emotional matters. I will participate in the Olympics next year, and I will bring you back an Olympic gold medal. Therefore, during this period of time, when I was working hard, you also tried to accept such a son, a son who is very capable and great, but there is a problem, a son who is not so perfect, okay?"

Wu Huai finished speaking in one breath, and finally stopped. He looked at his parents with hope in his eyes.

Father moved first, he stood up and went to the balcony, looked out of the window, lit a cigarette for himself, and fell into long-term contemplation.

The mother seemed to be still confused, watching Wu Huai without saying a word.

Wu Huai sighed, knowing that it is impossible for parents to easily accept that their child is gay, they will be surprised and unbelievable, and then wonder if there is something wrong with themselves, and then they will look for the problem in the child , when all the doubts settle down, then the conclusion will come out.Accept or not, with regard to these two answers, some parents may understand quickly, but some parents struggle with their children for a lifetime.He wishes his parents were the former.

Wu Huai was about to leave, leaving space for his parents to talk. They would definitely have a lot of questions, and they couldn't discuss them in front of him.

After taking two steps, I heard my mother say, "Is it because of the long-term residence in school?"

Wu Huai turned around and shook his head: "All those who engage in sports live on campus, if they all become like me, wouldn't it be a mess?"

"Which one is that... um, is the man chasing you? Are you the reason for the confusion?"

"No."

"Or is it an illusion? I don't believe that this kind of thing can't be changed."

"Mom, I don't know how to explain this matter. Why don't I send you some foreign related investigations and reports. In many foreign countries, gay marriages have been recognized and protected by national laws. My friends and I can not only accept but also give blessings, maybe our country can’t reach this level yet, but I still hope that you can understand me.”

Mother still wanted to say something, finally sighed and fell silent.

Wu Huai left the room, still a little sad in his heart, didn't sleep well at night, and was even a little afraid to go to his parents' room early the next morning.

Finally, it was his mother who knocked on his door.

During meals and outings, everyone didn't mention what happened last night, but the atmosphere can feel very heavy, the smiles on the parents' faces are less, and their own words are no longer so casual and natural.

Fortunately, today is the last day, Wu Huai has made up his mind, and soon they will be separated for a long time, which is enough time for parents to understand what homosexuality is.

On the last day in Guangzhou, they didn't have a good time, so they went back to their rooms to rest when they returned to the hotel. Wu Huai thought it would be like this until they separated, but soon his father knocked on the door.

Sitting in the hotel room, the father and son were silent for a while. When the father finished smoking a cigarette and then lit it, he asked, "Is there anyone you like?"

Wu Huai hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.

He ultimately chose to lie.

Knowing that he has someone he likes first and knowing about Zhanyan's existence later are two different things.One is that my son fell in love with men because of the existence of that person, and the other is that my son naturally likes men. It would be great to meet Zhanyan and be with him for the rest of his life.Among these two choices, Wu Huai chose the latter.He wanted to bring Zhanyan home so that they would like it, be happy, and even feel lucky after seeing Zhanyan.

The father got the answer, but frowned: "Then how do you know that you don't like girls? Why are you so sure?"

"Dad, what do you want me to tell you? My eyes are not on the girl. I know it very well."

But the father was not satisfied with the answer. He shook his head and said, "No, you didn't understand what I meant. You said you don't look at girls, but boys. Then you have to have someone, right? Yes Who? From the dormitory? Or from the team?"

Wu Huai found that his father's question was very sharp, but at this time he had to be vague to the end: "No, it's just what kind of movie I was watching. I found something wrong with me, and later verified it, and then confirmed it, so, Dad, let's first Don’t worry about how I found out about my sexuality, okay? You can find out and try to accept it.”

"I'm just learning now."

"..." There is a very calm father, it's a difficult feeling to deal with.

That night, Wu Huai chatted with his father for a long time. He had to avoid showing his face and explain his sexuality. The conversation this night was more tiring than his training all day.

However, there is one good thing. When he left, his father's face was not so ugly, and he also said that he would talk to his mother after going back, which meant to persuade his mother.

This is a good thing.

Later, Wu Huai thought that the timing he chose should be good, and there was nothing wrong with what he said, and the acceptance of his parents was also good. It seems that this is considered a success.

After sending his parents to the plane, Wu Huai returned to the team, and a major matter was left behind.

Since I can't go to Zhanyan's house, I'll take Zhanyan home. Thinking about it this way, I don't feel bad at all.

The holiday is over soon, so the preparation year for the Olympic Games is officially ushered in.

Banners were pasted up in the swimming pool and in the university, especially at the entrance and exit of the dormitory of the Department of Physical Education, and a striking countdown was also hung.In fact, there are so many athletes in the sports department, not even one percent can participate in the Olympic Games. Many people have no choice to learn sports when they are young. Their parents think they can and they can. Therefore, many people become less competitive after entering university. For example, Wang Haitao, who trains every day to increase credits.

Wu Huai is still ahead. He has participated in the Asian Games and the Championships. There is no reason not to participate in the Olympics. He is now at the golden age of achievement. He is very ambitious and wants to take home an Olympic champion.

The training tasks before the Chinese New Year were not too intense, Wu Huai still went out to date Zhanyan every week, and the conditions for opening a room were good, so the two of them actually entered a lot.After a long time, both of them adapted and learned to enjoy it.

Once again Zhanyan said while bearing Wu Huai's attack while holding her own hand: "It's so strange, it seems to really feel like doing it."

Wu Huai smiled, lowered his head to kiss him, and said in a hoarse voice, "Then close your eyes and enjoy."

After the new year, Wu Huai returned home, and his parents didn't mention that he likes men, and Wu Huai didn't take the initiative to mention it. Some things are suitable for slow fermentation. It's still a long time before he retires. These years are enough for his parents to understand. And accept it all.

Of course, what pleased Wu Huai the most was that his parents didn't try to introduce him to a girlfriend or try to straighten him out. It seems that his parents had done some homework in the six months after they separated.

Returning to Guangdong, Wu Huai soon received a notice from the national training team that he will go to the United States for a three-month training starting from March this year. Depending on the time, his time in Guangdong is numbered.