HBWnovel Chapter 119 "In your eyes, am I this unbearable?"
Chapter 119 "In your eyes, am I this unbearable?"
I was upset, and it was pouring rain outside.
When people are restless, even the slightest noise can cause great disturbance.
Although I am a demon, I am not exempt.
Listening to the noisy rain outside, my thoughts became more and more confused. At first I was just struggling with how to deal with the relationship between myself and Luo Wuchen. For some reason, another thing suddenly came to my mind.
Every secret realm formed from the mainland symbolizes countless opportunities.
Because it was separated from the mainland in ancient times.Each secret realm more or less retains the characteristics of the ancient times. There is ample spiritual power in the secret realm. The outside world can't find high-year spiritual grass, spiritual fruit, spiritual medicine, and various spiritual flowers and plants, which can be seen almost everywhere in the secret realm. .
But basically every experienced cultivator understands that opportunities are often accompanied by extremely high risks.
Without the suppression of natural enemies and in such a favorable environment, the monsters in the secret realm are far more ferocious than the outside world.
Not only that, in the secret realm, perhaps even the most common rain is hidden in the murderous intent.
I say this without exaggerating.
Once upon a time, there really was a secret realm where just a rain fell, and the number of surviving cultivators who entered the secret realm was reduced to a mere 19 people.
What's even more shocking is that there were thousands of cultivators who entered the secret realm that time, and none of them had a cultivation level below the Golden Core.
They escaped the monsters, the mechanism, and even the threat from the cultivators who entered the secret realm together, but they fell into an ordinary spiritual rain.
They were confused by the mild spiritual power in the spiritual rain, thinking that it was just an ordinary spiritual rain. The only difference was that the spiritual power contained in the rain was much stronger than the outside world.
But in the end, it was just rain.
No one thought that those ordinary drops of water could take their lives.
That secret realm is different from other secret realms, where spiritual plants are everywhere. Instead, it is a barren land with yellow sand step by step. The whole secret realm is full of rich fire-type spiritual power. The fire-type monks seem to feel like a fish in water when they enter this secret realm.
But no matter how rich the spiritual power is around, if you are in the yellow sand that can't be seen at a glance, you can't enjoy it.
Moreover, the attributes of the spiritual power of the monks who entered the secret realm were not all fire-type.
Soon, except for the fire-type monks, monks with other spiritual attributes were faced with the dilemma of being unable to absorb even the slightest amount of spiritual energy around them.
This dilemma turned around until a monk discovered a spiritual stone mine rich in spiritual stones.
They found that no matter what their own spiritual power was, they could directly absorb the spiritual power of the spiritual stone produced by the spiritual stone mine.
Therefore, the spirit stone produced by that spirit stone mine has become a must for every monk who enters the secret realm.
After a series of scrambles and chaotic fights, in the end every living monk got more or less spirit stones from that spirit stone mine. As for the dead monks, they were naturally not counted, and even All valuable things on them were stripped clean.
With the spirit stones that can replenish their own spiritual power, they have solved a serious problem in their hearts, and began to concentrate on searching the treasures of heaven and earth in the secret realm every day, looking for relics with the power of their predecessors, and occasionally killing people to seize treasures. day
Unknowingly, the closing time of the secret realm has entered the countdown, and the battle in the secret realm has reached the most intense stage.
As long as you survive the last period of time, a trip to the secret realm will be considered a successful conclusion.
Accidents always happen unexpectedly.
Because the environment in the secret realm itself is short of water and dry, coupled with the fighting between you and me, basically no monk can keep himself spotless, either disgraced or covered in dust.
When everyone's nerves were tense, there was a sudden muffled thunder.
It is not that there are no monks who have not noticed the strangeness of this rain, "Don't hit it now, this rain is weird, take shelter from the rain!"
But it's just a rain, what else can it do?
What a fuss.
The rest of the monks thought this way, and the voice of that monk was quickly suppressed by more sounds of beating and killing.
"Boom! Wow————"
The pouring rain drenched all the monks exposed to the sky.
The bloodstains were diluted by the rain, and all voices were blurred in the squall.
Until someone uttered the first scream.
"My cultivation! My spiritual power—"
"What's going on? What's going on?!"
Unbelievable, furious, terrified shouts one after another, even the sound of rain could not suppress these voices.
In the rain, these monks found that their spiritual power was constantly overflowing, and their cultivation base was declining rapidly.
"What's going on!?—Who is it? Which bastard is playing tricks in the dark, come out, come out to me—" Someone asked loudly, but the voice could not be concealed.
Silent fear spread among every monk.
Until...they found one thing in common, every monk who was washed away by the rain had more or less absorbed the spirit stone produced by that spirit stone mine, and the more spiritual power he absorbed from that spirit stone , the faster the speed at which one's own spiritual power overflows.
"Quick! Hide from the rain, this rain is weird—"
They run in the rain, pushing and fighting for places where they can shelter from the rain.
But it's too late.
The rain had already soaked them all, soaking through their robes, shoes, and even every strand of hair.
"no no--"
It's still raining.
In the secret realm, there are only skeletons that have been washed shiny by the rain, and a crooked old man who has lost his cultivation base and is gray and dying.
In the end, there were only nineteen monks who got out of the secret realm alive. Most of them were low-level monks who failed to compete for spirit stones in the previous spirit stone mine. The rest were the first few monks who discovered the strangeness of the rain.
For the rest, none survived.
As if a illusory long whip hit my spine, I stood up abruptly.
rain……
It's raining outside.
My fingers clenched tightly.
Since I met Luo Wuchen, every emotion I have felt because of him is so strange that I am afraid.
No, I bit my lip, since I am determined to break up with Luo Wuchen, I shouldn't give him the illusion.
Taking ten thousand steps back, Luo Wuchen's cultivation base is so high, if he encounters danger with me, he doesn't need to think about it carefully to know that he is more likely to survive than me.
What's more, the situation of each secret realm is different.
Even if the rain in that secret realm can take the life of the monks who entered it, it doesn't mean that the same situation will happen in this secret realm.
Besides, the reason why those monks were taken away by the rain and their cultivation was because they absorbed the spiritual power from the spiritual stones in the spiritual stone mine...
I desperately told myself to hold my breath, desperately looking for reasons to stop myself, but my heart was still uncontrollably worried about Luo Wuchen's safety.
Before I met Luo Wuchen, I never knew that I could be such a mother-in-law emotionally.
Take it, you can afford it, let it go, but you can't let it go.
He clearly said time and time again that he wanted to let go, but he was always held back by one reason or another.
but……
What if?
What if the rain in this secret realm also robs the spiritual power of the monk, what if Luo Wuchen meets the conditions for being deprived of spiritual power...
Thinking of what accident might happen to Luo Wuchen, my heart beat uncontrollably.
The rain was still falling, as if it would never stop, and the water vapor in the stone room gradually became thicker.
I have never been so flustered, and the constant anxiety drove me towards the door of the stone chamber.
The moist water vapor rushed towards my face, and I was slightly dazed.
In fact, I can't tell myself whether I want to see him or not.
I want to break up with Luo Wuchen cleanly, but until now I still can't get rid of it everywhere.
If I take another step towards Luo Wuchen, wouldn't there be a new involvement?
I looked hesitantly at Luo Wuchen outside the stone room.
Luo Wuchen stood quietly on the spot, his complexion was as white as snow.
He was holding a blue bamboo umbrella, and the raindrops were isolated by the umbrella surface.
It seems that since he returned to the stone room, he has not left a step.
I let him go, why... why doesn't he leave?
My rationality tells me that everyone has seen it, and An Wei has confirmed it, so I should turn my head back without hesitation.
But my feet seemed to be nailed to the ground, and my eyes looked at Luo Wuchen as if they had their own consciousness.
In the rain, Luo Wuchen's eyes drooped slightly, his profile curved and melancholy.
For some reason, I felt an indescribable loneliness and loneliness from him.
why?
I can't figure it out.
Even a fool knows that when it rains, he has to hide from the rain, but he is fine, holding an umbrella upright and standing there, doesn't he think that he will be very romantic like that?
My throat was slightly choked, and I gritted my teeth a few times, but still couldn't say a word.
In fact, when I walked to the door, I realized that the rain was nothing special, it was fatal.
As if sensing something, Luo Wuchen turned his head abruptly.
The moment my gaze met Luo Wuchen's, my mind went blank for a moment.
Luo Wuchen stared at me unblinkingly.
It's hard to describe the way he looks at me, like a traveler who has been walking in the desert for too long and sees an oasis, Luo Wuchen looks at me with a faint light in the depths of his eyes.
"What are you standing here for?" My jaw was tense, and my tone was calm. Only the fingers behind my back twisted and twisted, revealing the restlessness in my heart.
With such a heavy rain, even if you hold an umbrella, you will inevitably get wet from the rain.
Why are you still not leaving?
I settled down, and my tone was slightly tinged with deliberate coldness: "Why don't you leave?"
With an indifferent look and a cold voice, it sounds obvious that he is driving people away.
A gloomy look flashed across Luo Wuchen's expression, and he was silent for a while, then he said to me in a hoarse voice: "There is something coming, you should go back quickly."
I frowned slightly, a little puzzled in my heart.
Luo Wuchen said that something is coming...
What is it?
I couldn't figure it out for a while.
But he asked me to go back to the stone chamber, because he wanted me to hide?
Could it be something dangerous?
Is there any monster coming?
I subconsciously stretched out my consciousness, ten miles, twenty miles, forty or fifty miles away... Even as far as a hundred miles away, I didn't find any monsters that could pose a threat to me.
I suspect that "thing" is Luo Wuchen's excuse for not wanting to leave.
"Okay." I didn't expose it, arguing is the most meaningless thing, I agreed, and said instead: "I will protect myself, you can go."
The wind mixed with rain was slightly cool on my body, and I shivered.
"Xie Wan," Luo Wuchen walked towards me, walked upwind of me, and blocked the wind blowing towards me. "Your injuries are not healed, so don't blow the wind."
Words don't agree with me.
The wind is blocked, but I always feel that something has been messed up.
I pushed him away as if nothing had happened, "At least I have the ability to transform into a god, and I still have the ability to protect myself. You can go back and accompany Xiao Chang'an."
My fingertips touched Luo Wuchen's cold robe, and I frowned slightly.
"...Well," suddenly, I realized something, and frowned even tighter: "Where's Little Chang'an?"
"He is in Liuguang, not in the secret realm." Referring to his parents and children, Luo Wuchen's tone was light.
I don't know why, when I heard what Luo Wuchen said, I suddenly felt an unknown fire rushing towards the sky.
It's obviously just a very common sentence, but it just caused an indescribable resentment to arise in my heart.
he……
"Liu Guang..." My fists were clenched.
How could he feel at ease leaving Little Chang'an alone in Liuguang, and followed me into a secret realm where I don't know when I can leave?
Was he not worried about Little Chang'an at all?
My voice was dry, and I said in a stern voice, "You actually left little Chang'an there alone, how can you be a father?"
Little Chang'an had already lost his mother, and Luo Wuchen, as Little Chang'an's father, did not give him corresponding company.
he……
How could he be worthy of Xie Wan who brought Little Chang'an to this world with his life if he treated Little Chang'an so lightly.
The roiling anger burned my reason, I looked at Luo Wuchen, my chest heaved, "Do you really regard yourself as Little Chang'an's father?"
Luo Wuchen's pupils suddenly shrank: "..."
I don't know what's wrong with me, not only did I lose my composure in front of Luo Wuchen, I blamed him, and I even bit every word with extreme hatred, as if I had some years-old hatred for him.
As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I felt that what I said was not appropriate.However, I was already angry at this moment, and I simply vented my anger on Luo Wuchen.
"If Little Chang'an's mother knows that you treat his desperately born child like this, he..." I gritted my teeth, "I'm afraid he will regret entrusting Little Chang'an to you,"
Luo Wuchen innocently received such reprimand from me, his complexion changed, and there were faint veins on his forehead: "I..."
"Before I came, I had already arranged everything properly. Chang'an is not alone." Luo Wuchen said in a deep voice, and I felt that he seemed a little angry.
There was a bit of embarrassment, a bit of sadness, and a bit of emotion in his eyes that I couldn't understand.
"Xie Wan..." Luo Wuchen's voice trembled slightly: "In your eyes, am I so unbearable?"
After a brain attack, the blood in my brain began to ebb.
Hearing Luo Wuchen's questioning, I was stuck for a long time before I said out with a lack of confidence: "Then, that little Chang'an is so small after all, as his father, you should spend more time with him."
I don't know what's wrong with me, I always conclude that Luo Wuchen must have done something wrong without any basis, and always imagine Luo Wuchen in a bad direction...
Thinking about it carefully, I really hurt people like this.
But if I were asked to admit that I misunderstood him, I would absolutely refuse.
"He no longer has a mother, so he shouldn't even be missing his father's company."
Luo Wuchen looked at me deeply, his deep pupils concealed indescribable emotions, staring straight at me.
"He has." Luo Wuchen said softly, "He has a mother."
Although the voice is soft, the firmness contained in the tone can be tasted easily.
Stared at by Luo Wuchen's bottomless eyes, I paused for a moment, and after a brief blank mind, I turned my head uncomfortably to avoid Luo Wuchen's sight.
Just talk when you talk, and keep staring at me to see what to do.
I know I'm good-looking, but what's wrong with you staring at me all the time...
Don't look at it, you want to collect the spirit stone...
The thoughts in my head were one after another, crowded together in a mess, but on the surface, I just gave a cold "oh".
I forcefully controlled my disordered breathing: "Got it."
"I really don't understand what is so important to you, so important that you have to do it even if you leave Xiao Chang'an behind." I muttered in a low voice, muffled in my throat, and didn't intend to go out and find the answer with Luo Wuchen .
"It's a very important thing." Luo Wuchen looked at me intently, and stretched out the hand that wasn't holding the umbrella to me: "It's very important..."
My heart skipped a beat and I snapped open his hand.
A wounded expression flashed across Luo Wuchen's face, his outstretched hand froze in mid-air for a moment, and the knuckles of his fingers looked pale and lacking blood due to too much force.
"You got a leaf in your hair."
As he spoke, he took a withered yellow leaf from the hair behind my ear to prove what he said was true.
Only then did I recover from my daze, and a rush of enthusiasm suddenly rose on my face.
I thought the important thing in his mouth was...
I thought he was going to touch my face.
It turned out to be me being self-indulgent.
I was so embarrassed that I wanted to find a crack in the ground and get in.
"Oh, oh, that's it," I said incoherently, "Thank you, sorry."
Luo Wuchen put his hands behind his back and shook his head lightly, "If that's the case, I won't bother you."
"Farewell."
After saying that, Luo Wuchen held the umbrella and walked back into the rain.
It wasn't until Luo Wuchen's figure completely disappeared from my sight that I finally came back to my senses.
I subconsciously let out a long breath, but my heart felt somewhat lost.
it's wired……
I touched my heart, and I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, but I couldn't tell what I was feeling uncomfortable.
Because of this unexplainable discomfort, this night, I didn't sleep well all night.
When I woke up in the morning, my heart was beating wildly for no reason, which made my anxiety climb to the extreme.
It wasn't until seeing Luo Wuchen that the heartstrings that had been tensed all night relaxed a little.
However, I looked at the blood on Luo Wuchen's body in astonishment.
"You are hurt?"
Yesterday Luo Wuchen said that something was coming, I just thought it was an excuse for Luo Wuchen to lie to me casually.
The "thing" he was talking about turned out to be a ghost.
For a long time, there has always been a question about the underground palace that hides the sun.
As we all know, the essence of the underground palace is a mausoleum, a tomb, and since it is a tomb, there will naturally be bones buried in it, that is, the owner of the tomb.
According to the scale of the construction of the underground palace, the owner of the underground palace is not under Mahayana.
Since the first discovery of the underground palace to the present, the time span has been as long as ten thousand years, but no one has ever discovered the skeleton of the owner of the underground palace.
And another question is where the continuous ghosts in the underground palace come from.
It turned out to be from this secret place.
Long before this secret realm was completely connected to the underground palace, ghosts from the secret realm came to the underground palace through the passage between the secret realm and the underground palace...
I only felt the ringing of the eardrum "嗡——".
Luo Wuchen's body was not only wounded, but there were hideous knife marks on his waist, legs, abdomen, and even his chest near his heart, which were shocking and bloody.
I looked at the bruised Luo Wuchen, and I didn't know what it was like for a while.
If the unhappiness between me and Luo Wuchen hadn't happened, I should run towards him without hesitation, surround him with care, and care for him with gentle words.
But now...
I felt panicked in my heart, and it took me a long time to make a sound: "You..."
As soon as I opened my mouth, I found that my voice trembled unnaturally.
I quickly lowered my head, reached into my arms, took out a porcelain bottle containing wound medicine, and threw it to Luo Wuchen with a wave of my sleeve.
Luo Wuchen looked at me in surprise, and a smile flashed in his eyes: "Thank you."
I had to bite my lower lip with the tip of my teeth to prevent myself from making other regressions subconsciously.
I clearly know that there are some things I shouldn't say and some things I shouldn't do, but I just can't control myself.
I turned my face away, pursed my lips, and remained silent.
Suddenly, I heard a rustling sound of fabric rubbing, as if Luo Wuchen was taking off his clothes.
undress... undress?
What is he doing undressing?
My breathing stopped and my nerves tensed up.
"Xie Wan..." Luo Wuchen called me softly, his voice slightly hoarse.
"...What are you doing?" I replied angrily, my voice trembling.
Luo Wuchen didn't answer.
I was a little impatient, scratching my heart and wanting to turn around, but then thought that Luo Wuchen might not be wearing any clothes, if I turned my head hastily like this, in case I saw something I shouldn't have seen...
A faint medicinal fragrance diffused in the stone chamber.
I blinked and bit my lower lip angrily.
It turned out to be medicine...
After a while, Luo Wuchen sat there neatly dressed.
……
Unknowingly, the sky completely darkened.
When I looked at Luo Wuchen beside the campfire, I felt as if I had passed away.
Luo Wuchen looked up at me, and my heart skipped a beat.
"Xie Wan," Luo Wuchen called me again with a smile in his eyes.
I feel that my heart rate is a bit too abnormal.
"What are you doing!" As soon as the words came out, I realized that my voice was trembling unreasonably.
hateful.
I hammered the ground a little angrily, with a hint of anger from embarrassment.