After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

Chapter 120 "You take me too lightly"

hateful!

I hammered the ground a little angrily, with a hint of anger that I didn't realize.

Luo Wuchen, still smiling...

No, he wasn't smiling, only his eyes were smiling.

With a smile on the corner of his lips and a gleam in his eyes, Luo Wuchen at this moment gave me a strange warm feeling, which made my skin unstoppably hot.

I used to only know Luo Wuchen's melancholy and pale appearance, which made me feel sorry for him.

It wasn't until now that I realized that when he laughed, it was so exciting.

"Xie Wan," Luo Wuchen's eyes flashed, and he asked softly, "What do you want to eat tonight?"

He was obviously injured like that by that ghost, with wounds all over his body, and so much blood, why is he still so happy?

I turned my face away uncomfortably, not daring to meet Luo Wuchen's bewitching eyes, and replied vaguely: "What... what do you eat?"

My heart skipped a beat when I heard my own voice.

That tone was so soft that it was almost coquettish.

Xie Wanwan, Xie Wanwan, what is your future?

I scolded myself secretly in my heart.

It was just glanced at by Luo Wuchen, just stared at by him for a while...

I found that I really couldn't face Luo Wuchen's eyes, I was really screwed, no matter how angry I was in my heart, when he looked at me, my heart would soften.

Xu Fang, an emotional expert, said that when you feel sorry for someone, you are going to be unlucky.

[You're done, you're in love. ]

He was literally sent from heaven to beat me up.

I can't imagine that a cultivator who has cultivated to the stage of crossing the catastrophe, a cultivator who has been married, has a Taoist partner, and even has children, has such...clean eyes.

It's not clean in the ordinary sense, but...

It's as if no matter how many years he has lived in the past, when it comes to love and love, Luo Wuchen is just an ignorant child who needs guidance.

But when he looked at a person, his eyes seemed to be able to see into the heart of the person.

That kind of feeling is fascinating. I am a monster, and I also have the feeling of being dazed by him.

My face was burning hot, and my chest was beating like someone had set up a big drum in my heart, beating non-stop.

In the past, I didn't understand why those demons who were trapped by love were so hard to let go.

Until I experienced it myself, I didn't know that liking this kind of thing is really uncontrollable.

——The liking for a person is really not, you can easily take it back if you want to.

like me...

Until now, my heart is still moved by Luo Wuchen, and I am still moved by his every move and even a look in his eyes.

But the taste of being out of control is not good.

I don't like this kind of feeling, I don't like being worried about gains and losses because of cultivating alone, and I don't like my mood fluctuating because of Luo Wuchen.

That made me feel indecent.

Although I came from a poor and humble background, I became Cang Yu's first disciple when I was only six years old, and through hard work and self-improvement, I raised myself to my current status and status.

Don't be trapped by small love and small love.

I can afford it, and I should also let it go.

Yes, as it should be...

Keeping distance and parting ways is what Luo Wuchen and I should be in.

As I thought about it, my eyes became firmer.

Yes, I have already confirmed that Luo Wuchen's life is safe, that is enough to be kind and righteous, and there is no need to do other things, too much.

I took a deep breath and looked at Luo Wuchen.

Because the space in the stone room is limited, the distance between me and Luo Wuchen is neither far nor close, only a pile of warm bonfires separated me. Before, I only paid attention to Luo Wuchen's injuries and didn't care about other things. Now that I have recovered, Embarrassment arose in hindsight.

People say that it is inappropriate for a lonely man and a widow to be alone. Although Luo Wuchen and I are both men, we are not able to be alone in such a small space with peace of mind.

This is not appropriate.

"Don't look at it." I made a face, pretended to be indifferent, and uttered a sentence: "You are so rude."

Keeping a distance from Luo Wuchen is the best way I can think of to avoid repeating the same mistakes.

My resistance was too obvious, Luo Wuchen was stunned for a moment, a slightly hurt look appeared in his eyes.

Luo Wuchen was silent for a while, the gleam in his eyes dimmed slightly, and the smile on his lips gradually faded.

"I'm sorry." He said softly, restraining his gaze away.

My heart trembled, and my fingers clenched unconsciously.

Seeing Luo Wuchen like this, I also felt uncomfortable in my heart, I tried my best not to show a trace of soft-heartedness.

I can't help but blame myself a little.

Blame my eyes for being too sharp, and my mind for being too sensitive, that I could easily detect the deep loss and gloom hidden in Luo Wuchen's eyes from a hasty glance.

……

Luo Wuchen didn't look at me again, nor did he speak again.

I was also sitting awkwardly on the spot, staring at a crack in the ground as if in a daze.

The atmosphere in the entire stone room fell into a silent silence.

I couldn't tell at the moment whether it was embarrassing now, or more embarrassing than before.

I just feel upset and my mind is in a mess.

After a moment of silence, or longer, Luo Wuchen said: "You haven't eaten all day today, I'll find something to eat."

This time he didn't ask me what I wanted, but told me and got up and left the stone room.

I was restless, grabbed my hair anxiously, and went out.

It rained a lot last night, and the dead branches in the woods were soaked with water vapor. I searched around but couldn't find any suitable wood for the fire.

There is no moon or stars in the sky, the forest is dark, and I always feel that there are ghosts hiding in corners that I can't see.

Thinking of this, I unconsciously shivered.

Being able to provide ghosts in the underground palace for ten thousand years, this secret realm is probably the lair of ghosts, there is an endless stream, everywhere...

The more I thought about it, the more frightened I became, and I hurriedly picked and picked from a pile of wet and damp tree branches, and managed to bring back a handful of firewood.

When I returned to the stone room, the bonfire in the stone room had obviously dimmed a lot. I hurriedly threw a few of the dead branches in my hand to supplement the follow-up firewood.

The wet wood was thrown into the fire, and there was a "sizzling" sound, and a large puff of white smoke came out, which almost made me cry. I covered my mouth and coughed, and found a convenient tree branch to pull , trying to pull out the wet wood that made the smoke.

But the smoke was too heavy and too irritating to the eyes. My neck was thrown back and my arms were stretched forward, which made me a little more restrained when doing things.

When Luo Wuchen came, I happened to pull the blackened piece of wet wood out of the fire.

"Click." The piece of wet wood fell right in front of Luo Wuchen's feet, and the ravaged campfire on the other side was also dying.

I opened a pair of red eyes, (smoked), staring blankly at Luo Wuchen and that piece of dark wet wood.

"What are you doing?"

"As you can see," I scratched my nose and explained, "burn the fire."

"I'll come." Luo Wuchen said.

I opened my mouth, subconsciously trying to explain to him that I would actually be on fire.

Although I am the first disciple of Cang Yu, one of the four sects, this title sounds powerful, but in the first period of time, there was no condition for me to be a young master with servants to take care of.

Not to mention me, as for my master who is even the suzerain, he has to roll up his sleeves to cook, and carry the wooden basin to Jinyang River to wash his big underpants.

During the initial period of cooking, my master and uncle came in turn, and Xu Fanglai and I were responsible for collecting firewood and stuffing wood into the stove while the big demon was cooking.

A few years later, Xu Fanglai and I were a little older and able to go to the stove, so we joined the cooking team.

Later, Cang Yu developed, and finally there was a special demon responsible for cooking.

It was only at that time that Xu Fanglai and I realized that the rice tasted neither burnt nor bitter. Of course, that was already a digression.

Anyway, after all, I have lived for more than 300 years, and I know the skills I should know.

It's just that I'm not in good shape tonight, so the fire doesn't burn well.

When I hesitated to explain, Luo Wuchen had already rekindled the bonfire and was holding a big bird to roast on the fire.

I blinked my eyes, got up pretending nothing happened, bent over to pick up the fruit that Luo Wuchen put aside, "Then I'll wash the fruit."

Hearing this, Luo Wuchen raised his eyes and opened his lips slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he just nodded in the end: "Okay."

There is a river not far from the stone room, and I put the handful of fruits on a slightly concave stone in the middle.

The moment I walked out of the stone room, I realized that the bunch of fruits were wrapped in big leaves, and each one was covered with water drops, obviously Luo Wuchen had already washed it.

Luo Wuchen probably wanted to remind me of this just now, right?

I soaked the handful of fruits one by one in the river water to wash them again, but I thought of Luo Wuchen who was still in the stone room.

I just felt that my heart was also immersed in the water, and I couldn't tell what it was like.

I don't understand how I can be so sarcastic and harsh to Luo Wuchen, how can he still treat me without complaint, first save me in the underground palace, and then silently take care of me for so long, until I exposed his identity... And cook for me.

Being driven to please me like this, my heart is not really made of gold and stone, so how could I be really indifferent.

Regarding Luo Wuchen, my feelings are actually quite complicated. On the one hand, I am moved by what Luo Wuchen did to me, saving me, taking care of me...

But in the dark, there seems to be a voice in my heart admonishing me, pulling me, preventing me from softening my heart towards Luo Wuchen.

It was as if he had known for a long time that once my heart softened towards Luo Wuchen, I would fall in love with Luo Wuchen again, and then fall hard again.

This idea is really groundless, I shook my head, and then shook the water on the fruit, supported it with the big leaf again, and went back.

From a distance, I saw the warm color of the bonfire in the stone room. When I entered the stone room, I was filled with the aroma of food, which aroused the gluttons in my stomach.

I have to say that in the dim and cold night, firelight, food, and a person waiting for your return are enough to dispel all the coldness and loneliness brought about by the night.

My heart softened, and a warm current surged up.

For some reason, I have a good acceptance of anything Luo Wuchen makes, to be exact, it all suits my taste.

For example, the ones that I ate every day while lying in the stone room to recuperate, and the unknown bird that Luo Wuchen roasted tonight, I like it very much.

But obviously I have never told Luo Wuchen my own taste preference, is it a mistake?

But it's too much of a coincidence to hit each other every time.

A faint doubt floated in my heart, but this doubt was quickly overwhelmed by another more serious and more important doubt.

When I first entered the secret realm, because it was too sudden, I encountered the wave of spiritual power generated when the secret realm was connected to the underground palace, and lost consciousness for a while.

When I regained consciousness, the whole demon was already in the stone room where Luo Wuchen placed me,

Until now, I haven't had time to explore this secret realm properly.

Naturally, I have no way of knowing the environment geometry of this secret realm. I am now at a stage where I know in my heart that there is a crisis hidden in the secret realm, but I don't know where the crisis comes from.

Thinking of the hideous scars I saw on Luo Wuchen's body with a quick glance earlier, I only felt my heart throbbing suddenly.

At the same time, I also noticed a suspicious point, Luo Wuchen is already at the cultivation base of transcending tribulation, so what kind of cultivation base should the ghost that can hurt Luo Wuchen have?

Repeating is a disciple of the Buddhist sect, otherwise, in terms of the same class, ghosts have an advantage over cultivators.

Due to their characteristics, Yin Gui's attacks will be slightly corrosive. The higher the level of Yin Gui, the more Yin Qi will be left in the wound, which is a burden to the injured cultivator.

If the ghost that hurt Luo Wuchen is also the cultivation base of Dujie...

I can't help but feel a little worried.

How many such high-level ghosts are there in this secret realm?

As soon as this thought came up, my heart tightened slightly, and I couldn't restrain my anxiety.

"Luo Wuchen..." I spoke hesitantly, unable to suppress the anxiety and fear in my heart, and asked, "What is the cultivation level of that ghost that hurt you?"

When I asked him, I was so nervous that I straightened my back quietly: "Is it also the cultivation base of Transcending Tribulation?"

I paused, and my tone was too serious: "Where is the ghost that hurt you now?"

Hearing me ask this, Luo Wuchen's expression was slightly abnormal, he frowned slightly: "You don't have to worry."

"No," I was anxious and worried, "you should answer me." I don't know anything, so how could I not be worried.

Luo Wuchen looked at me steadfastly, but only shook his head, pursed his lips and remained silent.

He was so obviously unwilling to cooperate with me that I suddenly felt a headache.

What can't you tell me?

He and I are the only one in this secret realm. This time he met the ghost, and next time it might be me. He refused to share any news with me. Rather than saying it was for my own good, it seemed more like he was on guard I.

Obviously, the relationship between me and him is not a competition at all...

An inexplicable feeling of sadness rose in my heart.

Could it be that all he cares about is fake?

He actually...

Haven't seen me as a companion all this time?

A sudden sadness welled up in my heart.

That's right, after all, it's hard for me to ruthlessly push him away, so how can we still be friends with him.

Either way.

I changed my mind and looked away, I only hoped to leave the secret realm as soon as possible, and return to the ashes and dust with Luo Wuchen, no longer has anything to do with each other, each is safe, and it is best not to be contaminated at all.

As if seeing what was going on in my heart, Luo Wuchen said anxiously: "Xie Wan, it's not that I don't want to tell you."

"If you want to know, then I'll tell you." Luo Wuchen explained anxiously, trying to comfort me: "The Yin ghost's cultivation base has not yet reached the catastrophe, and I have already abolished the soul core, and his cultivation base has plummeted. It’s hard to make waves.”

"So that ghost hasn't been beheaded yet?" I grasped an important point.

Yin ghosts love to hold grudges the most, and Luo Wuchen abolished his soul core, he is afraid that he will do everything possible to get revenge.

"Where is that ghost?" I asked again.

Luo Wuchen pursed his lips, as if organizing his words: "You don't have to confront that ghost like this for me."

"Too dangerous."

It turned out to be the case.

Oh……

He is worried about my safety.

Is he afraid that if I know the location of the ghost, I will be dragged down if I go to solve his troubles for him?

Obviously he wanted to hide it from me because he cared about me, but when I realized this, I suddenly rejected Luo Wuchen in my heart.

"Luo Wuchen," my hands trembled a little, and my voice trembled a little: "You really take me too lightly."

I just felt a tightness in my chest, and I was a little out of breath: "I have struggled all the way to the present, and I have never relied on anyone's blessing."

I am not a dodder attached to others.

There is no need for such overprotection.

Luo Wuchen treated me like this, in the final analysis, he still didn't regard me as a demon who could stand side by side with him.

Thinking of this, I felt so tight in my chest that I couldn't speak.

Luo Wuchen faintly panicked: "I don't underestimate you..."

I shook my head slightly, and distanced myself from him wordlessly.

Luo Wuchen reached out to grab my sleeve, I thought he was going to grab my hand, so I didn't have time to dodge it.

"Sorry." Luo Wuchen's voice trembled, "I really never underestimated you..."

My heart throbbed in pain, my vision was suddenly blurred, I turned my head and pulled the sleeve back from Luo Wuchen's hand forcefully.

The blood on Luo Wuchen's face faded completely, and bloodshot eyes slowly crept up: "Xie Wan..."

He seemed sad.

I was unmoved, and even a little impatient, "But your words and deeds are like this."

"Self-righteous concealment is arrogance."

After speaking, I turned my head and stopped looking at him.

For a moment, the only sound left in the stone room was the "crackling" sound of the bonfire burning.

"But I, let alone lose you." Luo Wuchen whispered something.

The voice was too soft, I couldn't hear it clearly, but the tip of my nose was sore for no reason, and I had the urge to cry.

It’s weird.

In the end, it still hasn't reached the point where they broke up unhappy.

After a while, my mood stabilized a bit, and the arc of my chest was not so big anymore.

I am not a demon with low self-esteem and sensitivity, and I never pay attention to other people's views.

Whether others look down on me or despise me, it never affects me in the slightest.

But only Luo Wuchen couldn't do it.

He is different.

What's the difference?

I can't tell.

After all, it is different.

He can't look down on me, can't lie to me.

otherwise……

I turned around and looked at Luo Wuchen.

"Take off your clothes."

My voice is basically flat.

Luo Wuchen's pupils narrowed slightly, "Xie Wan?"

I calmly asked Luo Wuchen to take off his clothes, and said, "Let me see the wounds on your body."

According to the previous quick glance, there are at least six or seven wounds on Luo Wuchen's body. From the time I realized that he took off his clothes to apply medicine, to when he got dressed again, the period was only a quarter of an hour.

No matter how skilled he is in applying medicine and bandaging, it is impossible to properly treat all the wounds in such a short period of time.

In the final analysis, he was also injured because of me. Although I told myself that it was his own fault, I still couldn't stop feeling guilty.

After several struggles, I still opened my mouth.

Although Luo Wuchen is still self-righteous in my heart, I am not an ignorant demon kid after all. I can distinguish priorities and know what is important and what is not so important.

Luo Wuchen's eyelashes trembled: "No need."

"I've already been prescribed medicine," he lowered his eyes slightly, "the injury is not serious."

He doesn't want to take it off by himself and cooperate with me, so I can't see it by myself?

"Oh——" I dragged my tone, suddenly leaned forward, grabbed Luo Wuchen's lapel, and made a gesture to rip it——

No success.

Just before I pulled down, Luo Wuchen grabbed my hand.

"!"

I was caught off guard, and an unsteady center of gravity landed on Luo Wuchen.

The moment he hit Luo Wuchen, I felt his body shake violently, and a muffled groan escaped from his nasal cavity.

The sharp stinging pain was quickly relieved by me, and it wasn't until this moment that I realized that I was the one who was really abrupt.

How can you go directly to pick up other people's clothes?

Xie Wanwan, what happened to you tonight, lost your mind?

I frantically propped up my body trying to get up from Luo Wuchen's body, "Did it crush your wound?"

But sometimes, the more anxious you are to do something, the easier it is to make mistakes in that matter.

After running around for a whole day, I still hurt my leg dutifully, but at this moment, I felt a sense of presence, which directly dragged my hind legs.

I wanted to get up, but somehow slipped and fell back again, hitting the ground with one knee.

The ground was hard rocks, my knees hit the ground directly, and I was so painful that I "hissed" and inhaled.

"... Xie Wan," Luo Wuchen pressed my hand, looking at me quietly with deep eyes, the temperature of Luo Wuchen's palm came through the clothes, which made me feel a little hot.

I moved my body a little awkwardly, trying to get up from him.

Luo Wuchen tightened his grip on my hand suddenly.

"do not move."

I suddenly felt that Luo Wuchen's breathing seemed to be a little heavier than before, and the color of his eyes seemed to have become a little deeper.

The hot breath from his mouth made the skin on the side of my face moist.

and many more……

I noticed something, at that moment, I felt my skin tighten up, "You, you..."