Meet Jiaqi for the first time

Chapter 51

Half a month later, he was discharged from the hospital, and Fang Shuibai still took him back to the small courtyard in the suburbs.Take care of his diet and daily life as before, try my best to enlighten him and make him happy.

He seemed to have listened to his words, and was considering expressing the pain buried deep in his heart.Although he still didn't say a word when he saw the psychiatrist, his condition was much better than before, at least he didn't hurt himself frequently anymore.

One day while watching a movie, a very beautiful seascape appeared in the movie.Fang Shuibai, who had been observing him carefully, noticed that a little light suddenly appeared in his dull eyes.

That night Fang Shuibai booked a plane ticket and hotel to Dalian.Of course he wanted to take Yu Jiaqi to a better place, but his parents were angry with him and stopped supporting him, and his previous savings were running out.

Fortunately, Yu Jiaqi is not dissatisfied, he usually has no emotions.

There are many tourists at this time, and the beach is relatively noisy.Old people enjoying sunbathing, couples talking and laughing, children playing, young men and women playing beach volleyball...Yu Jiaqi didn't see them all, and everything in this world seemed to have nothing to do with him.He stood barefoot by the sea, the sea washed against his feet, and the sea breeze brushed his cheek like a gentle hand.

Fang Shuibai was standing not far from him, looking at his eyes that were reflected by the blue sea and blue sky, wishing he could jump into his mind and find out what the pain in his heart was. .

Yu Jiaqi squatted down, picked up a shell, and sighed.He felt that he was like this shell that had lost its life. Although the appearance was the same as before, the inside was completely different. "Why did I become like this? Why did I have to go through these things? What did I do wrong to be punished like this?" His voice was as soft as a dream, and he kept repeating these few words, and he didn't know how many times he repeated them .

When he finally raised his head, the sky was covered with stars, and the tourists on the beach were basically gone.Fang Shuibai put a coat on him and said, "Go back." He nodded slightly, and walked slowly back to the hotel with him.

Fang Shuibai prepared a sumptuous dinner, but Yu Jiaqi only ate a little.After dinner, Fang Shuibai gave him a gift - a beautiful notebook, "Didn't you like writing very much before? I haven't seen you write for a long time. This is for you. What are you happy or unhappy about?" You can tell it anything you don't want to tell others," he paused, staring into his eyes, "when you want to share these things with me, show it to me, okay? But in Until then, I swore never to peep."

Then, he picked up the guitar and sang.When the prelude sounded, Yu Jiaqi recognized "The Brightest Star in the Night Sky".I remember that three years ago, his angel, that is, another him, encouraged him to bravely bloom his brilliance and pursue the person he likes, so he stepped on the stage of the school anniversary performance and sang this song.

"I fell in love with you from the time I heard you sing this song. Your singing voice was so clean at that time. I miss you who still had hope for life at that time." Fang Shuibai said to him. "I miss him too, but I can't go back." He replied lightly. "I don't want you to go back, I just hope you can move forward." Fang Shuibai said, then picked him up by the waist, put him on the bed, covered him with the quilt, fed him medicine, and turned off the light to sleep.

He booked a suite with only one queen bed, but turned off the lights and walked straight to the sofa.

Yu Jiaqi suddenly grabbed his hand, "Is there anything else?" He turned around and asked.Yu Jiaqi didn't say anything, just pulled back the quilt and turned around by herself.

He hesitated for a moment, and finally got into bed, lay down on the bed, and hugged him gently from behind.Yu Jiaqi didn't resist or respond, and gradually fell asleep.

When Fang Shuibai woke up early in the morning, he found that Yu Jiaqi was not on the bed. He was still a little confused and sobered up instantly, but he searched the entire suite and found no one. He suddenly had a bad feeling and hurried to the beach. Look for.

It was still early, and there were not many tourists on the beach, but he still couldn't see the person he was looking for.Suddenly, a burst of children's laughter came into his ears. He followed the sound and turned his head to look, only to see a group of children building sandcastles together.And Yu Jiaqi was sitting among them, with a calm expression, and even a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.He hadn't seen this smile on his face for a long time.