Meet Jiaqi for the first time

Chapter 52

The children surrounded him, smiling happily: "Brother is so amazing!" Fang Shuibai walked over quietly, knelt down behind him, and asked softly, "What's so amazing?" Yu Jiaqi was startled, Looking back at him.The children also looked at him strangely and said, "Who are you?" He put his arms around Yu Jiaqi's shoulders, and replied with a smile, "I am this brother's brother. What did you say about this brother just now?" Although he was a little dizzy when he talked about his brother several times in a row, he still replied: "The castle built by my brother is very beautiful! Do you think it is beautiful?"

"Pretty, very beautiful." When he said this, he kept staring into Yu Jiaqi's eyes.A little girl tilted her head strangely and said, "The castle is beautiful. Why doesn't big brother look at the castle, but just stares at his face?" "Because it's more beautiful!" Fang Shuibai said calmly, pulling him Standing up, "My brothers are going back to eat now, and I will come to play with you after eating."

At this time, he suddenly discovered that the trousers Yu Jiaqi was wearing were wet from the thighs down, although they had dried a little, the traces were still obvious. "What's going on here?" he asked.Yu Jiaqi lowered her head, avoiding his gaze. "It was my brother's mischievous play with water!" The little girl just now replied loudly. "Playing with water?" He shifted his gaze to the children.Another little boy rushed to say: "Just now we were playing with the sand here, and when we saw this brother walking into the sea over there, we called him to help us build sandcastles..."

His complexion suddenly darkened, without saying anything, he took Yu Jiaqi's hand and walked back.

After returning, he helped him change his clothes and took him to the hotel's cafe for breakfast.During this period, he said nothing about what happened on the beach.

"I'm sorry." Yu Jiaqi said suddenly.This is the first time he said sorry to him after he committed suicide and self-harm several times.Fang Shuibai raised his head, tears finally rolled out of his eyes, ignored the strange gazes of other people in the restaurant, got up and hugged him tightly in his arms.

"Come out with me, I have something for you." Yu Jiaqi said.

At the seaside, he handed him the notebook he gave him last night, "Didn't you always want to know my secret? Here it is, don't regret it after reading it." After speaking, he turned and left by himself.

Yu Jiaqi returned to the room, fell on the bed, closed his eyes, his thoughts were forced to recall those humiliating nights, his body could not help but tremble slightly.

He was only nine years old at that time, and he didn't know what Zhang Cheng did to him. He only knew that he was very uncomfortable and very ashamed.Even though he resisted bravely and sent Zhang Cheng to prison, those memories still tormented him in the form of nightmares. Over the years, he hardly had a single night of sleep.He couldn't believe that his mother, who he thought was the most supportive and loving to him, could watch all of this.

He hates her, but he really loves her, and then he will think that what she loves the most in her heart is not himself, but the beast that hurt him, disappointment, anger, resentment, and pain will flood him Come, drown him, make his life worse than death, the only way he thinks of relief is death.

He curled up into a ball, hugging himself tightly, his nails digging deep into the flesh of his back.