My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 125

Ever since they talked about the double birth that day, Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu didn't intentionally communicate with each other about the various regrets they missed in the past few years in their previous life, but when they encountered something occasionally, they would mention it casually like gossip, and no longer cover it up.The relationship between the two is unprecedentedly comfortable and tacit, intimate.

The day before the launching ceremony and press conference of "Sunflowers in the Night", almost all the main creative staff joined the team, and the crew conducted a long script reading.In the evening, after the script reading was over, Gu Lingfeng and the screenwriter needed to continue discussing with Jing Xiu some questions raised by Jing Xiu during the reading process. Jing Xiu took Yao Xiao and stayed alone.

After Ji Youyan followed the assistant director to confirm the service, he went back to the place of accommodation first.She took a shower to wash off the stickiness and heat all over her body, and her heart slowly calmed down.In the past few days, she and Jing Xiu are almost inseparable, so there are some things that she hasn't had time to do until now.

She went to the study room, took out the paper and pencils from the drawer, and while sharpening the pencil with a knife, played back the appearance of Dao Kong in her mind. Then, she pursed her lips and concentrated on drawing the outline of Dao Kong on the paper. look.

She must find Dao Kong, otherwise she will never be able to truly feel relieved.

Not long after, Dao Kong's kindly eyebrows and kind eyes gradually came to life on the paper, and Ji Yuyan was about to make adjustments, when the mobile phone placed aside suddenly rang.

It's Wei Yizhen calling.

Wei Yizhen discussed with her about the studio, and hoped that Ji Youyan could come back some time and interview the newcomers who were going to sign with her.Ji Youyan checked the filming schedule given by the producer, and agreed on a time with her.Before hanging up the phone, she thought of one thing, please Wei Yizhen, based on some fragmentary clues she found when she got along with Wang Junchan, help her find out Wang Junchan's Weibo account, Tieba account and all social media accounts as much as possible.

Wei Yizhen's eyelids twitched, and he asked Ji Youyan, "Why did you mention her all of a sudden?"

Ji Yuyan turned the paper to a blank page, wrote down a few dates on the paper, and replied without emotion: "She owes me something, it's time to pay me back."

"What do you want to do?" Wei Yi was really worried.

Ji Youyan said lightly: "Sister Wei, you will know when the time comes." She comforted Wei Yizhen: "Sister Wei, don't worry, I do things properly."

Proper?She sure? !She dared to forget that she had lost her sense of proportion in Jing Xiu's affairs.Wei Yizhen laughed at her lack of self-knowledge, but in the final analysis, well, most of the time Ji Youyan's actions are still very reliable.Wei Yizhen believed her tentatively and agreed.

Ji Youyan hung up the phone, looking at the dates on the paper with dark eyes.

In those few days, it was a male singer in the circle who was picked up to have a vague position on some sensitive issues because of inappropriate words from his family, which aroused widespread public discussion.It happened to be a sensitive period, and the officials added fuel to the flames. Starting with the issue of the male singer, the public was quickly led into the rhythm, picking up stars who might also have a position on related issues.

As for Wang Junchan, Ji Youyan has been with her for a long time, and he has already figured out that she is a person who is yellow on the outside and white on the inside, who looks down on his own people very much.When there was Wang Junchan's life number, she could occasionally see Wang Junchan secretly poking about her connotations in her circle of friends.This is a high voltage line.At that time, they only need to throw an introduction, and there will naturally be people who will help light the fire with enthusiasm.You don't have to do anything, use your strength to fight, Wang Junchan can't wash it clean, and your career as a media person is over.

Ji Youyan actually doesn't like this kind of atmosphere, but for people like Wang Junchan, she doesn't want to be soft-hearted, and she doesn't want to dirty Ah Xiu's hands to solve it.If either of them must do something vile, she will do it.

Wang Junchan calculated that she could do it; if Jing Xiu was implicated, she couldn't.

Ji Youyan looked at the paper, his eyes getting colder.She tore off the paper very slowly, as if tearing off Wang Junchan's disgusting face.She sneered, kneaded it into a ball vigorously, and threw it into the trash can in disgust.

There was a faint sound of opening the door, it should be that Jing Xiu came back.The coldness between Ji Youyan's brows dissipated in an instant, tenderness appeared in his eyes, he put down the painting casually, got up and went out to meet Jing Xiu.

After Jing Xiu came back, he discussed with Ji Youyan about changing the script for a while. Seeing that it was getting late, he was going to take a bath, but Ji Youyan pulled her to give her a routine massage.

I don't know if it's near the Dragon Boat Festival, and it has been raining continuously for the past few days, which caused Jing Xiu's broken rib to always hurt a little.Ji Youyan felt distressed and insisted on helping Jing Xiu with a massage.Regardless of whether it is useful or not, it is better than nothing.Jing Xiu couldn't resist her, so he had to tell Ji Youyan not to use the hand that hadn't been fully cultivated, but only to use one hand for massage.

While pushing and holding it, Ji Youyan's phone rang again.This time the caller ID was Zhong Qingyu.

Ji Yuyan stopped and answered the phone with his clean hand.

Zhong Qingyu knew that she had already joined the group and couldn't go home for the Dragon Boat Festival, so she asked Ji Youyan if she wanted to eat zongzi, and would it be convenient for her to send some zongzi made at home to her address.

These years away from home, Ji Youyan is almost a New Year's person. If it wasn't because she spent it with Jing Xiu this year, she would almost forget that the Dragon Boat Festival is approaching.She was greedy for rice dumplings in her hometown a few years ago, but she has already let go of them in recent years.But after all, he still didn't want Fu Zhong Qingyu's kindness, so Ji Youyan agreed.

Before hanging up the phone, Zhong Qingyu talked about him from left to right, and suddenly choked out a sentence: "Does she like salty or sweet food?"

"Huh?" Ji Youyan didn't react for a while.

Zhong Qingyu's heart fluttered, and he raised his voice and asked again angrily: "What kind of food does she like?"

Now Ji Youyan understood, she subconsciously looked at Jing Xiu, Jing Xiu lay on her stomach, turned her head and looked at her quietly.Ji Youyan frowned and turned on the speaker, "Mom, wait a minute, I'll ask her."

Jing Xiu is inexplicable.

Ji Youyan smiled and said, "Ah Xiu, my mother asked if you like sweet rice dumplings or salty rice dumplings? She will make them for you."

Jing Xiu's long eyelashes trembled, and he slowly showed a shy smile, and said softly: "I like everything wrapped by auntie."

Ji Youyan poked Jing Xiu's red lips unscrupulously, and said cheerfully to Zhong Qingyu: "Mom, you heard that."

Zhong Qingyu found that Ji Youyan was turning on the loudspeaker, feeling inexplicably embarrassed, said in a low voice, "Then I'll pack some sweet and salty. Well, that's it", and hung up the phone quickly.

Jing Xiu thought Zhong Qingyu's reaction was a bit funny, Ji Youyan leaned up to kiss Jing Xiu's smiling eyes, and teased her: "Now you can't run away, my mother recognizes you as a daughter-in-law."

Jing Xiu saw that Ji Youyan was happy, and she was also happy in her heart, but she still raised her eyebrows, pretending to be disgusted and said: "Just a few zongzi want to tie me up?"

Ji Yuyan said dissatisfiedly "Oh?", and asked back: "Is it the zongzi that bound you?" Her slender fingertips slid gently on Jing Xiuruyu's back, and said meaningfully: "Is it the zongzi that bound you?" Isn't it me who is ingenious and skillful?" She bit the word "skill" in "skilled" very ambiguously.

Jing Xiu couldn't hear the overtones in her idioms, and was amused by her shamelessness.But the place can't be lost, she looked indifferent, grabbed Ji Yuyan's mischievous hand with her backhand, stood up and said to her: "Do you still press it? If you don't press it, I'm going to take a shower."

Thinking of the business, Ji Yuyan quickly pressed her shoulder lightly and said, "Don't move around, it's not over yet."

Jing Xiu chuckled lightly and got down on the ground again.Her waterfall-like long hair was scattered on the pillow, and her bare back was like jade and porcelain, as beautiful as a picture scroll.Ji Youyan was skillful in his technique, and he pressed her very carefully and gently, with just the right amount of force—not enough force for fear of ineffectiveness, too much force for fear of her pain.

"Ah Xiu." Ji Youyan groaned and said, "Actually, if you don't like my mother, there's no need to contact her for me."

Jing Xiu asked strangely, "Why do you say that?"

"She used to... be so rude to you." Ji Youyan sighed.

Jing Xiu smiled faintly, "Isn't it all in the past, everything has started again, hasn't it?" She turned her head to look at Ji Youyan, and asked back: "My mother also did too much, you hold grudges her?"

Ji Youyan naturally shook his head.Putting herself in her shoes and comparing her heart with her heart, Jing Shurong was only doing what she thought was good for her daughter from the standpoint of a mother.

Jing Xiu hooked his lips, and said in a cool tone, "In your opinion, am I a more stingy person than you?"

Ji Youyan understood what she meant, and admitted her mistake with a smile: "Yes, yes, I am the one who judges the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain."

Jing Xiu snorted and ignored her.

Ji Youyan thought of something, hesitantly said: "Ah Xiu, before... my father didn't come to see me in the end, did he? He..." Ji Youyan's eyes darkened, and he didn't dare to express his guess.

Jing Xiu thought that Ji Youyan misunderstood that Ji Changsong didn't want to see her until the end, so he straightened his expression and denied, "Yanyan, your father didn't mean not to see you."

Ji Youyan's heart sank. It was because her mother couldn't contact her, or didn't contact her at all, so that she didn't even send her father off for the last time.

Seeing that her complexion was not good, Jing Xiu pulled the thin quilt in front of him, turned over and sat up, "Sister Wei said at the time that your father was paralyzed due to illness, and he was unable to speak or take care of himself, so he couldn't come here. I It's also very messy, I didn't have the time to investigate the cause of the disease, but I kept remembering it after I came back, so I let people pay more attention to your father's body."

Jing Xiu spoke lightly, but Ji Youyan heard it sourly, with mixed feelings.Not only did she fail to fulfill her responsibilities as a child, but she also blamed Ji Changsong for a long time after her rebirth; moreover, she had previously blamed Jing Xiu for Ah Xiu's investigation of her...

Saying thank you, saying sorry, are too light too light.

Jing Xiu saw through Ji Youyan's emotions, reached out and touched Ji Youyan's forehead to show comfort, and changed the subject calmly: "Is the Dragon Boat Festival coming soon?"

Feeling Jing Xiu's wordless enlightenment, Ji Youyan rubbed Jing Xiu's palm with his forehead, said "hmm" to her, and answered her words obediently: "Mmm. Have you celebrated the Dragon Boat Festival?" Speaking of which, they used to be together We have been together for nearly six years, but we have never spent a Dragon Boat Festival together.

"Occasionally." It was fine in France. After returning to China, occasionally grandpa or Tao Xingruo would invite her to go home for the festival.

Ji Youyan asked her: "Then do you know what customs are there on the Dragon Boat Festival?"

Jing Xiu shook his head and looked at her with interest.

Ji Yuyan blinked at her, turned around and stretched out his hand to open the bedside drawer, took out two things from it, grabbed Jing Xiu's hand and put it in her palm.

Jing Xiu lowered his head to check. It was a delicate sachet and a cute panda head woven with black and white thread...? ?

"Egg bag." Ji Youyan answered her doubts. "Salted duck eggs for the Dragon Boat Festival."

Jing Xiu looked at the sachet and egg bag, looking a little novel and surprising.Ji Youyan explained to Jing Xiu: "In ancient times, the Dragon Boat Festival was considered a very grand celebration, so many customs have been passed down, including the well-known eating zongzi and dragon boat racing. Wearing sachets for children on the Dragon Boat Festival is also one of the customs. It can ward off evil spirits and drive away plagues.”

Jing Xiu stroked the sachet, feeling sweet in his heart, curled his lips to tease Ji You and said, "Then I'm not a child."

Ji Youyan's brows were tender, and he tapped the tip of Jing Xiu's nose, as if whispering: "You are, you are my little girl, the little girl I will always take good care of."

That gentle touch seemed to be on the tip of Jing Xiu's heart, which made Jing Xiu's heart throb.

"Besides, the sachet has other meanings." Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu with fiery eyes and said, "Among unmarried young people, sachets are also used to express love."

There were ripples on the lake in Jingxiu's heart, and the corners of her lips deepened. She stroked the redness between the brows of the panda egg bag in her hand, and asked Ji Youyan, "What about this one? Why are you packing salted duck eggs?"

"There is a fairy tale here. It is said that during the Dragon Boat Festival, duck eggs are packed in bags, and if you carry them on your body, you can turn bad luck into good luck." Ji Youyan said seriously: "So on the day of Dragon Boat Festival, you must remember to bring them."

Jing Xiu's eyes widened, and his thoughtfulness to her was very helpful, but he still teased her and said, "You are so superstitious."

Ji Youyan was slightly taken aback, smiled and didn't speak—maybe it's superstition.There is a wish in the heart, and there is no room for loss, so all the dharmas are fully believed.

Jing Xiu thought of something from her expression, felt that she had slipped her words, and her heart softened again and again.She carefully pressed the egg bag and sachet under the pillow, grabbed her hand and put it to her lips and asked, "Did you make it yourself?"

Ji Yuyan's eyes fell on her lips, and he answered her a little distractedly: "Yes."

Jing Xiu then lowered his head, gently licked her fingertips with his lips, and kissed her fingertips one by one. "Well, it's ingenuity." She raised her eyes and looked at Ji Youyan tenderly, feeling sincerely: "Yanyan, what else can you not know?"

Every time Jing Xiu looked at him with such eyes, Ji Youyan's heart was burning and swelling - it was Jing Xiu, whom everyone looked up to, who put himself so seriously in his eyes and in his heart.The fingertips were warm, crispy and itchy, and the lower abdomen was also hot. Ji Youyan couldn't help rubbing Jing Xiu's lips with his fingertips, and said softly: "I won't...make you cry."

She leaned close to Jing Xiu, almost on Jing Xiu's lips, bewitching her, "It will only make you happy." While speaking, she pulled down Jing Xiu's thin quilt.

Jing Xiu smiled slightly, closed her eyes, and let Ji Youyan do whatever she wanted, taking whatever she wanted.

The room was full of beautiful spring scenery, and the frenzy was coming. After the extreme joy, Jing Xiu covered her eyes to calm her panting, and heard Ji Youyan exhale like blue in her ear: "I'm sorry, I lied to you."

She moved Jing Xiu's catkin away, and lovingly kissed the corners of Jing Xiu's eyes.

"It made you cry." She smiled slyly, looking very happy.

Jing Xiu's heart froze, and he wanted to lift his foot to kick Ji Youyan down.