My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 134

Ji Youyan was preoccupied, she slept very lightly, and vaguely felt a slight itchy touch on her wrist, she shook her hand reflexively, and woke up.

Opening his eyes, the sky was already bright. Jing Xiu was lying on his side facing her, with one hand resting on her wrist.

Sensing Ji Yuyan's movements, Jing Xiu moved his gaze upwards, revealing a bloodless face, and said in a hoarse voice: "I woke you up."

Ji Youyan stared at her without blinking, as if in a dream, he smiled after a while, hugged Jing Xiu and said hoarsely: "No, it's time to wake up."

She pecked and kissed Jing Xiu, sat up and poured hot water for Jing Xiu while asking with concern: "Drink some water? Does your head hurt? Does your chest feel uncomfortable?"

Jing Xiu shook his head, "It's okay, it's okay." The throat and chest cavity are a little sore, which should be a normal symptom after choking on water.Her eyes fell on Ji Yuyan's white hands and calves, and she whispered: "What's wrong with your hands and legs?"

Ji Youyan supported Jing Xiu to sit up halfway, dodged Jing Xiu's hand to catch the cup, and fed Jing Xiu with water in a proper manner, as if nothing had happened: "I fell in a hurry, it will be fine in a few days, it's okay .”

How can it be all right.Jing Xiu held Ji Yuyan's wrist, looked at the scarlet wound in her wrist, stroked her intact place with her fingertips, her heart seemed to be stabbed hard by something.But things have already happened, and saying nothing will help.

She swallowed the water that Ji Yuyan fed her, and said sincerely: "I'm sorry, I scared you."

Ji Yuyan suppressed her smile, put the water glass on the table beside her, and replied softly: "Ah Xiu, you scared me."

Jing Xiu saw the unconcealable fragility and distress in her expression.

"Ah Xiu, what happened to you at that time? Did it suddenly hurt like before?" Ji Youyan bit his lip and asked tentatively.

In the phrase.

Jing Xiu didn't want her to worry, but he didn't want to lie to her either.She gave a difficult "hmm" and explained: "Actually, before going into the water, I found that it seemed uncomfortable, but I thought it was because it was too cold. I didn't expect that after going into the water, there was a sudden pain, and I couldn't stretch my limbs." opened."

Ji Youyan's face turned pale immediately.

Jing Xiu was also a little scared when she thought about it, but she couldn't show her fear.She opened her mouth to comfort Ji Youyan, but Ji Youyan looked at her deeply, and asked awkwardly: "Ah Xiu, don't you really know why it hurts?"

Jing Xiu looked back at her, grabbed her slender hand, interlocked his fingers, and said affirmatively: "Yes. It's okay, it's just an accident."

Ji Youyan clasped her hand tightly, without asking the bottom line.She just stared into Jing Xiu's eyes, and said seriously: "A Xiu, do you still remember what I said? In this world, there would be no Ji Yuyan without Jing Xiu."

Jing Xiu understood the meaning of her words, bit her lips, tried to ease the atmosphere, and teased deliberately: "Are you going to test whether I have brain loss or not?"

But Ji Yuyan didn't answer her words, and continued word by word: "If you're not here, Ji Yuyan won't be here either. I won't let you be alone again."

Jing Xiu saw the determination in her eyes clearly, and the smile disappeared from the corner of her lips.She looked at Ji Yuyan with gentle and sad eyes.

Ji Youyan's nose was sore, he put his arms around her waist, buried his head in her neck, and begged her: "So don't scare me anymore, okay?"

Jing Xiu hugged her back, tilted her head and put her cheek against the top of her hair, and agreed in a shy voice: "Okay, don't think about it, it's okay."

Ji Yuyan wanted to say something else, but there was a movement at the door, and immediately, Yao Xiao pushed the door in with breakfast.Seeing the two people embracing each other on the bed, Yao Xiao stopped unexpectedly, neither advancing nor retreating.

"Xiaoxiao, come in." Jing Xiu let go of Ji Yuyan, greeted Yao Xiao, and reminded Ji Yuyan.

Ji Youyan looked up from Jing Xiu's neck and looked at the door. Yao Xiao closed the door and said awkwardly: "Mr. Jing, Mr. Ji, you woke up so early. Are you okay? I'll bring you toiletries and come early."

Ji Yuyan calmed down, smiled as usual, and joked as he got out of bed: "Everything is fine except that you are hungry, and you came just in time."

After the two of them washed up and were just about to eat, Ji Yuyan's cell phone started ringing non-stop.It was Ruan Ningwei, Guan Yimei, Gu Zinan and other friends in the circle who called to care about the two of them. When Zhuo Lin's caller ID popped up, Ji Youyan excused himself to go out and wash his hands, and calmly walked to the balcony to answer the phone.

After she went out, Yao Xiao hurriedly told Jing Xiu that Jiang Chun had confessed her serious business: "Mr. Jing, what happened yesterday caused a lot of trouble in the media, because Teacher Ji's reaction was too obvious, and there were people on the Internet who stepped on and ate people." Bloody steamed buns. Sister Jiang said that Wei Yi was really weird this time. It seemed that she didn't intend to clarify your scandal vigorously, and she didn't even guide and divert her attention. She seemed to let it go. Sister Jiang asked me to ask you what you meant. It was you Are you and Sister Ji going to make it public?"

It is really impossible for Wei Yi to have this attitude for no reason, it could only be a decision made by Yan Yan.Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan's figure on the balcony, and his heart softened.

She shook her head and rebuffed softly: "No, it's not the time yet. You let Sister Jiang condemn the rhythmic person and turn your eyes away."

It seems that Teacher Ji wants to make it public, but Teacher Jing is not ready yet?Yao Xiao muttered in her heart.This seems to be completely reversed from the past. In the past, Teacher Jing was never the one who wanted to hide.But no matter what, keeping it open and objectively speaking, it is beneficial to Teacher Jing's future without any disadvantages.Yao Xiao secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

However, Jing Xiu had already foreseen his own future.In her previous life, she won the Little Gold Cup with this movie, but in this life, no matter how hard she tried, it should be in vain.Whether it is public or not has little impact on her future.

But words are different, and words can do a lot, so we can't delay here.Jing Xiu looked solemn.

"Okay, I got it, then I'll convey it to Sister Jiang." Yao Xiao replied straight away.

After Yao Xiao left, Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan mentioned this matter, and she asked Ji Youyan: "Yanyan, do you want to make it public?"

Ji Youyan sat by the bed and looked up at her. Hearing her reply to Yao Xiao, he felt a little bit disappointed. "Ah Xiu, I just don't want to waste our time on these meaningless things anymore."

Jing Xiu saw her disappointment, and comforted her, "I don't want to either. How about just waiting? Yanyan, at least... until the movie is over."

She is very optimistic about Ji Youyan's first movie queen two years earlier than her previous life with this movie.

Ji Yuyan thought she was worried that their disclosure would affect the results of the entire crew.She calmed down and knew that now was not the best time.Making it public now will only make the whole movie just like Jing Xiu's drama at that time, and it will simply become a vassal of the topic.

"I was impulsive. I have to face too many things in public and affect too many people and things. I didn't discuss it with you before rashly..."

Before she could finish her self-blaming words, Jing Xiu gave a breathy laugh and said softly, "Those are not what I care about the most."

Ji Yuyan looked into her eyes, a smile slowly emerged, and knowingly asked: "Then what do you care about most?"

Jing Xiu looked at her and smiled without saying a word.

Ji Youyan smiled and whispered, "Ah Xiu, now that I have the urgency to love you in front of everyone, I really understand your original feelings."

"Sorry, I used to..."

Jing Xiu pressed her lips with his index finger, and said with a smile: "Then if you bear it now, it will be regarded as your punishment for the past."

Ji Yuyan laughed and pretended to be suddenly enlightened: "Oh, I see. Ah Xiu, you sounded so grand, but you actually want to avenge yourself, right?"

Jing Xiu said calmly, "I am, what do you want?"

Ji Yuyan knelt and climbed onto the bed, raised her hands, bared her teeth and waved her claws to threaten, "What do you think I want?" She put her hands on Jing Xiu's waist, but in the end she just pressed close to her forehead, and whispered softly: "I'm still waiting for you." What can be done, of course, is to perform well and strive for a reduced sentence.”

"I want to love you, I love you very much."

Jing Xiu closed his eyes, smiled in his heart and thought: Fool, then you should be sentenced to life.

The doctor originally suggested that Jing Xiu should be hospitalized for observation for a week, but Jing Xiu recovered better than expected, and all the tests showed that there was no problem, so in order not to affect the filming process, Jing Xiu insisted on staying in the hospital for only four days before returning to the film crew .

After she recovered, except for a few days ago, she was still a little uncomfortable, but there was no serious problem later on, but the burn on Ji Yuyan's leg was difficult to deal with.

Without rest, frequent movements, coupled with the hot weather and profuse sweating, Ji Youyan's entire wound recovered very slowly.Although Ji Youyan never yelled out the pain, Jing Xiu could see the pain in his eyes and in his heart.

In private, she discussed with Gu Lingfeng to adjust the announcement and asked Ji Youyan to rest for a few days, but Gu Lingfeng hesitated seeing that Ji Youyan's spirit had obviously sank these days, which was suitable for filming scenes at the stage of depression.He felt that Ji Yuyan was just in the state of entering the play, and it would be a pity not to shoot, but Jing Xiu knew in his heart that this was not the case.

Ji Youyan is not an experiential person, she will not have such an obvious indiscriminate role in acting.Yanyan has something on his mind and cannot be happy.

Neither of the two could convince the other, and in the end Gu Lingfeng suggested that Jing Xiu ask Ji Youyan for his own opinion.Naturally, Ji Youyan was also embarrassed because he delayed the whole group's itinerary by himself, and Jing Xiu couldn't resist her, so the matter had to be let go.

One week after being discharged from the hospital, at 06:30, there was a night scene where Shen Yu and Qiao Yue quarreled, and Shen Yu stayed alone in their apartment.

This was a gloomy one-man show, and Gu Lingfeng chose to shoot it with a long shot.The lighting and other aspects have been arranged in advance. In order to make the picture real and coherent, Ji Youyan will enter the state from the dark sky at 06:30, and wait under the camera until the sky turns completely dark to start a natural interpretation.It can only be photographed once a day, and there is no room for error at all. The difficulty of shooting can be imagined.

In the dead and silent space, Sullen was sitting alone in a disheveled and distraught state, wearing the nightgown that he wore with his gloves when he was caught raped.The night fell completely, and there was no light in the house, and it was dark like a closed box.

She finally stood up to turn on the light as if she had recovered her soul.Can press the switch, the light does not come on.Only then did she remember that the light in the bedroom was broken yesterday, she bought a light bulb, and Qiao Yue left before she could change it when she came back today.

She sat back on the bed and fumbled to open the drawer beside the bed.There is an old iron pencil case in the drawer, which contains a box of matches, a box of small fireworks, and a box of cigarettes.

She opened the matchbox, stroked lightly along the side, and a cluster of faint fires ignited in the dark night.She looked at the fire with very quiet and distant eyes.

Soon, the light went out.So she cut open the second, the third...

One goes out, one ignites, and the whole box of matches has only the last one left.

Nobody sells matches anymore.

No one will use her matches to light up fireworks to light up the night.

Shen Yu opened the cigarette case, took a cigarette out of his lips, struck a match and lit it.

The light of the match went out, the light of the cigarette butt lit up, leaning against the quilt in depression, smoking quietly, with tears in his eyes, but a relieved smile on his lips.

She is not stunningly beautiful, but in this scene, every frame of her expression is just right, and every frame of the picture is breathtakingly beautiful.

In the monitor, there is the deep black, the white smoke that seems to be absent from the gloomy fingertips, and the sunflower mural on the wall that is faintly visible by the car lights downstairs.

The scenery and people complement each other.

The whole audience was so quiet that everyone was silent in the artistic conception created by Ji Youyan, until Gu Lingfeng shouted an inspiring voice: "Okay, pass!"

One-off!Cheers erupted from the audience. Gu Lingfeng stepped forward to talk to Ji Youyan, and there were voices praising Ji Youyan's scene all around.

Only Jing Xiu heard his heartbeat and distressed voice amidst the bustling hustle and bustle.

The author has something to say: Yao Xiao: This time the season change teacher is eager to make it public.Hey, when you are young, you will pay back when you are old.Vicissitudes of life.jpg

Ji Xiaojiao's wife complained: Ah Xiu!She said I was scum, woo woo woo

Teacher Jing raised his eyebrows: Xiaoxiao, who do you call scum?

Yao Xiao was nervous.

Jing Miaomiao: Who are you talking about attacking?

Ji Xiaojiao's wife is dead: ... Is this the point? !