My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 135

Gu Lingfeng said a few words to Ji Youyan, and returned to the monitor with a smile on his face. The scene management and props team consulted the director, and entered the scene to start tidying up the scene. Lin Yue trotted to Ji Youyan's side holding a small electric fan.

Ji Yuyan was still resting by the bed, Lin Yue turned the electric fan on her, opened and closed her mouth with admiration and excitement on her face.Ji Youyan took the ice water she handed over and held it in his hands. He raised his head and looked at Lin Yue with a faint expression and a smile that didn't reach his eyes.

It seems that the emotions have not been drawn out, like depression, and also like Ji Yuyan in the past.Jing Xiu's eyes dimmed for a moment, and he walked towards her through the crowd.

She squatted down in front of Ji Yuyan, lifted Ji Yuyan's skirt that was hanging by the bed, revealing her thin white legs.

Ji Yuyan subconsciously glanced at the cigarette butt on the ground before he could pick it up, and smiled softly and awkwardly at Jing Xiu.

The gauze covering the wound did not ooze blood, Jing Xiu felt a little relieved.She raised her head and smiled faintly, sat next to Ji Yuyan, and asked casually, "When did you learn to smoke?"

Ji Yuyan blinked his eyes, like a bad student caught by the dean for doing something wrong, lowered his head and said in a low voice: "There was a time ago when I was very, very unhappy. I don't know how... I learned it." The more you talk, the smaller you get. Voice.

In this circle, no matter how beautiful the outsiders look, the pressure on the insiders will be as great.Tobacco and alcohol are the most basic ways to relieve stress for many people, but Jing Xiu is an anomaly in this circle.It's not that there is no pressure, but she is amazingly self-disciplined. During the years when Ji Youyan was with her, she has always demanded herself with the same standard.Until the two separated, she was completely lost and completely out of control.

She was afraid that Jing Xiu would be unhappy, but Jing Xiu just kept silent for a few seconds and asked her softly, "Do you want to eat a piece of chewing gum?"

Ji Youyan sized her up and was sure that Jing Xiu and her eyes were looking at each other with tenderness and no depression.She showed a relaxed smile and nodded: "Yes."

Jing Xiu took out a piece of chewing gum from his handbag, unpacked half of the package and handed it to her.Ji Yuyan lowered his head, pulled the loose hair behind his ears, stuck out the tip of his tongue and rolled the chewing gum into his mouth.

Jing Xiu looked at her bright red tongue, and swallowed for no reason.She turned her gaze away, and asked Ji Yuyan in a normal voice: "Are you going out to eat at night? There is a shop near here that tastes sweeter and lighter. When I went there, I often thought that you would like it."

Except for this movie, Jing Xiu has no other works filmed here. Of course, it was when she filmed here alone in her previous life.The two tacitly agreed.

A genuine smile appeared in Ji Yuyan's eyes, and he leaned in front of Jing Xiu and said in a drawn out voice, "Oh ~ Ah Xiu, you always miss me."

Jing Xiu was suddenly punctured, and she glanced at Ji Youyan, but didn't respond, she just turned her head and looked around, as if she didn't hear this sentence.

The smile in Ji Yuyan's eyes deepened, and he grabbed Jing Xiu's hand and put it in his palm, ready to tease Jing Xiu again, when suddenly he heard Jing Xiu's voice: "Is this the first time you know about this?" ?”

What's up?Ji Youyan realized the meaning of Jing Xiu's words, and his heart was sweet.But Jing Xiu didn't give her time to panic, stood up and said: "Let's go, you go and change clothes."

Ji Youyan put aside the remaining dull thoughts, took Jing Xiu's hand, shook and coquettishly said: "Give me a hand, my leg hurts so much that I can't stand up."

Jing Xiu turned her head and scolded her, her dislike was beyond words, but seeing Ji Youyan's brows and eyes were stained with smiles, her heart became much lighter, and finally she couldn't hold back her lips, and played this boring little trick with Ji Youyan.

Lin Yue silently put away the small electric fan, it was really difficult to connect the two people in front of her with the cold-faced teacher Jing and the steady sister Ji from before.

"What are you thinking? Pack up and go." Ji Youyan happily shook Lin Yue's mind.

Lin Yue covered her forehead aggrievedly, raised her head and saw Jing Xiu staring at her coldly, which made her tremble inexplicably.

"Help me call Xiaoxiao over, let's go have dinner together." Jing Xiu dismissed Lin Yue without audible emotion.

Lin Yue nodded, and ran away without daring to breathe.She was wrong, Sister Ji is not the stable Sister Ji, and Teacher Jing is still the cold-faced Teacher Jing.

She didn't hear it, and after she left, Jing Xiu's voice taught Ji Youyan even colder: "From now on, don't touch your hands."

She has endured it several times.

As soon as these words came out, the unsteady Ji Youyan laughed even more unsteadily. "Do you even eat Yueyue's vinegar?"

The cold-faced Jing Xiu's face became even colder, and he threw away Ji Yuyan and strode out. He was so happy that Ji Yuyan had no emotions other than sweetness, and after catching up, he was coaxed by being both obedient and stupid.

After twelve o'clock at night, Ji Youyan opened his eyes again after Jing Xiu fell asleep, and stared at Jing Xiu without blinking, confirming her well-being.

From the information disclosed by Jing Shurong and herself and the two pain attacks she witnessed with her own eyes, she concluded that Jing Xiu's severe pain probably occurred in the middle of the night.Since Jing Xiu drowned, she became a frightened bird, her body's biological clock was more punctual than the alarm clock, as soon as it was close to zero, her nerves could not relax at all, and her emotions were completely out of control.

Coupled with the news about Dao Kong sent back from Zhuo Lin, the fear of losing came every night, making her unable to sleep peacefully.

What exactly must be done so that her Ah Xiu can be safe and sound.Why should Jing Xiu bear the faults of her previous life, why Jing Xiu can still sleep peacefully when she is enduring pain, she even feels that her own well-being is sinful and shameful.She knew that her state was wrong, but she couldn't adjust it.

She restrained her desire to bite her hands and use her hands to tenderize the wound on her leg, got out of bed with bare feet, and went out to the living room.

She took out the lady's cigarettes and lighter that she brought back from the studio during the day from the drawer of the coffee table, opened the cigarette case and bit out one, held it between her lips, opened the lighter, lowered her head to protect the fire and lit it, and closed it with a snap, listening to the sound Ring was absent-minded for several seconds, and gently put the cigarette and lighter back into the drawer.

She turned around and stood by the window, opened the window, put her elbows on the window frame, and looked faintly at the silent night in the distance.The slender cigarette was caught between her long fingertips, and she only took one puff, thinking of Jing Xiu, she restrained herself from taking another puff.The curling white smoke fluttered along the wind, not knowing where to go.

Most of them drifted away before they drifted away... Ji Youyan watched with fascination.

A pair of slender arms embraced her waist from behind, Ji Yuyan froze her body, and at the moment when she instinctively struggled, she smelled the faintly familiar fragrance from the tip of her nose, her body relaxed, but her mind became tense .

She tried to hide the cigarette in a panic, but there was nowhere to hide it.

"Would you be happier if you smoke?" The woman's cold voice came from behind her.

She knows Ji Yuyan too well.Ji Youyan's state is not right these few days, and Jing Xiu knows it better than anyone else.She vaguely knew why Ji Yuyan was unhappy, but she didn't have an answer to this question herself.She didn't know how to persuade Ji Youyan to make her really feel at ease.

"I don't think so." Ji Youyan smiled wryly, and extinguished the cigarette on the window frame. With Jing Xiu's arms wrapped around him, he turned around to admit his mistake.

Almost at the same moment, Jing Xiu raised his head and kissed her, "What about this? Can it make you happier?"

Unprepared, Ji Youyan was surprised and delighted.She licked her lips to feel the residual warmth between her lips, and then she bent her eyes and reminded, "Ah Xiu, it smells like smoke."

Ripples appeared in Jing Xiu's amber eyes, and she moved closer to Ji Yuyan, her slightly cool lips pressed against Ji Yuyan's thin lips again. "I do not mind……"

This time, she stretched out her tongue to tease Ji Youyan, and kissed him gently and long.

Ji Youyan's heart was itchy and soft, as if a kitten that was used to being proud put away its sharp claws, stepped on its heart with fluff and exposed flesh pads, and seriously pleasing it.

She hugged Jing Xiu back, encroaching warmly, eagerly and even recklessly, as if she wanted to melt all the inexpressible anxiety and nostalgia in her chest into this kiss.

Jing Xiu circled her neck, stroked the back of her neck, and contained everything about her.

As if the reservoir had been opened after the rainstorm, and the longing was surging like water, Ji You couldn't help pressing Jing Xiu back, hugged Jing Xiu and sat on the armrest of the sofa.

When the gun was about to go off, Jing Xiu accidentally kicked Ji Youyan's calf injury with his stretched toes. Ji Yuyan was caught off guard and took a breath of air, and the two of them woke up.

Jing Xiu pushed her to go down to check her injuries, Ji Yuyan's eyes were wet from anxiety or pain, and he comforted her in a low voice: "It's okay."

Jing Xiu was still worried, insisted on getting off the sofa, turned on the desk lamp next to the coffee table, knelt down to check for himself before he was relieved.

She stood up, Ji Yuyan hugged her, lightly poked Jing Xiu's shoulder with his chin, and sighed long and sadly.

Jing Xiu laughed: "What's wrong?"

Ji Youyan asked in a low voice: "Can I continue after returning to my room?" I have been a vegetarian for a long time.

Jing Xiu's throat moved, and he said indulgently: "It's...not impossible." If it is possible for her to sleep peacefully.

Ji Yuyan's eyes lit up immediately, he was overjoyed and wanted to say something, after a pause, he restrained his expression, and sighed: "Forget it." She is not a person who doesn't care about the importance, both of them will have scenes tomorrow, and the role of the scene is not light .Jing Xiu doesn't like to make a sound, and it's easier to hoarse his voice if he holds it in his throat. Tomorrow's state will definitely be affected.

"That's enough, I'm already very happy." Ji Youyan pecked and kissed Jing Xiu, the big hole in her heart that was tormenting her seemed to be filled little by little in Jing Xiu's body temperature.

Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan's expression, and could see that she was somewhat disappointed.After all, it was distressing, Jing Xiu put her earlobe in his mouth, and said ambiguously: "I will rest on the weekend."

Film crews are no different than TV drama crews. Every shot and every second needs to be meticulously crafted. Not only does it require the full state of each actor, but also the good state of each staff member to cooperate.Therefore, the film crew usually does not work overtime, and Gu Lingfeng's crew even arranges one or two days off every week.

It goes without saying what to do when you have a weekend off.Ji Youyan smiled, and suddenly supported Jing Xiu's shaved shoulders, bent down to embrace Jing Xiu's knees, and hugged Jing Xiu horizontally, "Then I'll rehearse for a few minutes first."

Jing Xiu turned pale with shock, and hugged Ji Youyan's neck tightly, coercing Ji Youyan to let her go, but it didn't help, and finally the two laughed and fell on the big bed together.

It's rare that Ji Youyan didn't have a nightmare and slept peacefully until dawn.At the first light of day, Jing Xiu kissed Ji Youyan, curled into her arms and fell asleep peacefully.

On Friday, Jingxiu proposed to drive back to Beicheng after leaving the theater, saying that he wanted to sleep comfortably at home at night.Ji Youyan didn't suspect him, but thought that Jing Xiu felt that he couldn't let go of Yao Xiao and Lin Yue living next to him in the crew.

Unexpectedly, besides "lifting the ban", Jing Xiu actually prepared other surprises for her.

The author has something to say: Today is also sweet~

Sister Ji flicks Yueyue's head.

Jing Miaomiao: stare~

Yueyue's back felt cold: Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Teacher Jing, leave a red envelope under the knife!