once had a boyfriend

Chapter 156

"If, one day, I'm gone, will you miss me?"

Senior sister Gu Lina's sudden words made me stunned.Because at that moment, what I thought of was the scene when I asked the master for divination.The name I wrote down was locked into a box and burned to ashes...

"Why are you asking this suddenly...Is senior sister going on a long trip?" I asked.

Originally, I wanted to ease the atmosphere, but of course it would be better to change the topic.Unexpectedly, senior sister Gu Lina said it seriously, "Hehe~ that's not what I mean. I mean... If, one day, I die..."

"Oh, what did you say to be dead all of a sudden! How unlucky~" I quickly interrupted her.

I thought senior sister Gu Lina was going to blame me for interjecting, but I didn't expect her tone to be flat, "Ah... I just... just ask..."

just ask...

"Senior sister, in fact, I have always regarded you as my sister. If one day, you are really gone, I will definitely miss you very much. Without you, my life will definitely be affected... "

Senior sister Gu Lina smiled. I always thought she looked pretty when she smiled, but she rarely smiled.I always feel that she may be too harsh on herself, and she has lost a lot of fun~

"Xiaobai, I feel very relieved to hear you say that. However, I don't hope that I will affect your life. If I am really gone, you have to forget me as soon as possible~"

"how can that be……"

"Okay, I'm just asking casually. I heard my colleagues talk about this topic before, so I also asked someone to ask, hehe~"

Although senior sister Gu Lina said that, I always feel that she seems to have something that she didn't tell me.You must believe in divination, and you must not believe it all. This sentence does not mean anything to me now.If you say two ends of a sentence, it will become meaningless.

After I came back that day, I received a text message from senior sister Gu Lina, who said that she would be transferred to other places to work for a period of time due to the arrangement of the organization.It is estimated that I will not have free time to come back until the graduation defense.

Senior sister Gu Lina left after that. I don't know where she went, but within a few days, I received a letter from her in L City.The letter told me that she has now arrived at their company's branch in L City, which has just been established and has more positions and opportunities.Coupled with the fact that the environment in L City is more suitable for the company's development, she said that she will work harder there.

I wrote back to her, because the distance was far away, so I began to feel that there was no sense of disobedience in contacting by letter.On weekdays, she is very busy with work, and it is often inconvenient to talk, just like when she was in the unit before, she always felt stared at.

In the days that followed, senior sister Gu Lina and I kept in touch with each other like pen pals we had never met.Although we can't meet face to face, we feel that our hearts are getting closer to each other.

After entering June, everyone seems to be very busy.Senior seniors and senior sisters all began to return to school to prepare graduation thesis and thesis defense.When I wrote the letter, I asked Senior Sister Gu Lina when she would come back, but there was no reply after sending the letter for nearly a week.

June is indeed a busy time, and it is also the graduation season.He Tian and I came back from the outside, just in time to see the seniors taking graduation photos at the school gate, and couldn't help but feel a little emotional.

I wanted to ask He Tian something, but I held back.There are still two years to go before graduating from college.What will happen in these two years is anyone's guess.Even if I ask He Tian now where he will go after graduation, even if he gave me some satisfactory answers at that time, he still cannot tell what will happen two years later.

So, I chose silence.

He Tian looked at the groups of three or four, some noisy people taking pictures, and didn't say anything.The two of us walked through the crowd silently. I don't know what He Tian was thinking, but their emotions would more or less infect me.

However, this contagion is short-lived.Because, we still have enough time to squander here.

On the day of my senior thesis defense, I went to the classroom of the thesis defense in the name of an interview.In fact, I want to watch senior sister Gu Lina defend her thesis, and then help her celebrate her successful graduation.However, I did not see her until noon.

Although there is still a defense in the afternoon, I am really uneasy.While waiting for lunch in the cafeteria, I called senior sister Gu Lina, but there was a notification that the phone had been turned off.

Now the uneasiness in my heart broke out completely, and my heart was shrouded in that bad premonition.After finally making it to the afternoon, I went to see the group leader of Senior Gu Lina's grade.

The head of the grade group was a little surprised when I asked about senior sister Gu Lina.She told me that senior sister Gu Lina had gone through the withdrawal procedures about two months ago. Although everyone was very surprised at that time, it was not convenient to ask too much.Because the university is a relatively free and democratic organization after all, there is no restriction on the nine-year compulsory education, and students are free to drop out of school.

I was a little confused when I heard this statement, about two months ago...wasn't it almost the last time I met Senior Sister Gu Lina!She went through the withdrawal procedures before going to L City! !Why haven't I heard anyone mention it! ! !

The head of the grade group also told me not to say anything about it, saying that senior sister Gu Lina didn't want too many people to know about it.When I came out of the office, I just felt a little dizzy, as if I was dreaming.

I went back and took out the letter that senior sister Gu Lina had sent me earlier, copied down the address on it, changed my clothes in a hurry and went out.

Now, what I have in mind is simple.I am going to find her.

On the train to L City, I called He Tian.Said that there was no trace of concealment and told him what I was going to do.He Tian just said to me, "Come back early."

City L is not too close to here, the train takes more than ten hours, and the plane leaves once a week.When I arrived in City L, it happened to be 9:[-] in the morning.I didn't stop and went directly to the unit address written in Gu Lina's letter.

But when I got there and asked the front desk, the beautiful Gu Liang at the front desk told me that there was no such person here.

I thought her attitude was very perfunctory, so she clamored to see someone from the HR department.Seeing that I was in a hurry, Gu Liang gave me the room number of the HR department and asked me to find it myself.

I went to inquire about senior sister Gu Lina in the personnel department, and the person in charge patiently checked the information for me.Said that Gu Lina had resigned more than a month ago.He also helped me check her whereabouts, but the information was not taken away, and there was no change in personnel.

So, the person in charge of the personnel department gave me another cell phone number of Gu Lina.After I came out, I called this number, which was more unreliable than the one I knew, and it was an empty number.

I sat on a chair on the first floor of this building with some disappointment.At this time, Gu Liang from the previous front desk came to me and told me that letters from Gu Lina were often received here, but without this person, he would stay at the front desk.But in three or two days, someone will come and take the letter away.

Gu Liang said that she didn't pay attention to this person, because there are often many letters without this person here.It's all piled up in the corner of the front desk.It doesn't matter whether someone will come to pick it up later.If it's a courier or a package, they will ask more or less, but the letter is basically left unattended.

After hearing Gu Liang's words, I also went to the corner of the front desk to look through the letters.There is no letter I wrote to senior sister Gu Lina in it, which means that it has been taken away.But reply, why not reply...

I stayed in L City for three days, and I would go to stay every day to see if anyone would come to pick up the letter.But I have never seen anyone who came to get the letter.I also chattered with the personnel in the personnel department for three days, and finally they were moved and gave me the registered address of senior sister Gu Lina's home.

However, when I got to the address, the place was completely empty.I stood in front of this depressed apartment building, looking at the colorful small advertisements pasted on the door, not knowing where I should go next.

Senior sister Gu Lina's neighbor told me that she has moved away for a long time.Because she was sick and needed someone to take care of her, she left the rental house here.As for where senior sister Gu Lina went after that, none of her neighbors knew.

I stood on the street in the center of the city, watching the people and traffic coming and going, they all came and went in a hurry, and the expressions on their faces were numb.I stood in her city, but I never saw her again...

On the return train, my heart was heavy.I can't describe that feeling, it seems that any words to describe it will seem boring.

When he returned to the dormitory, He Tian was not there.I see a letter on my desk.A postmarked letter, sent from city L, with the address and sender inside.

I quickly opened the letter and looked at the delicate handwriting of senior sister Gu Lina, which I was very familiar with——

noob:

Seeing a letter is like a face.

I'm sorry I haven't replied to you for so long, maybe you have called me during this period, I don't want to make myself sad, and I don't want others to worry, so I chose to leave.

Life is really amazing. There are many things that I never dared to think about.

Without you, maybe my life will lose a lot of color.If it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't be so reluctant to part with this world.

When you read this letter, maybe I am really gone.

I asked you before if you would miss me if I was gone.I like your answer very much, it is your answer that gave me the courage to leave at last.When I am lonely and helpless, I will feel warm in my heart when I think of what you once said to me.

I know that even when I'm gone, someone will still miss me.

I remember someone said that if a person is no longer missed, then he is really dead.

And I miss you.So, I will never die.

Forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye, because I want to leave you with my best self.

Goodbye my friend.