upstairs downstairs

Chapter 42

Su Qianmo didn't go back to Yang Liping right away, he returned to the rented apartment, took out a black box from the drawer in the bedroom, and there was a ring quietly lying in the box.

Su Qianmo took out the ring and looked at it in the palm of his hand. The ring has been old for many years, but the luster is still undiminished. It can be seen that the owner has taken good care of it.

This was something that Yu Yanfeng gave him back then, since he went abroad, he put it in a box, and every time he thought of the past, he would take it out and have a look.

The moment he received the ring, the joy in his heart was indescribable, but at this moment, the thing was already lying in the box.

Su Qianmo narrowed his eyes slightly, suddenly picked up the ring, and threw it forward.

The ring knocked against the wall, Su Qianmo subconsciously picked it up, the ring slipped through his fingers, fell into the pile of books beside the desk, and disappeared.

Su Qianmo was stunned for a moment, then suddenly squatted down, pushed aside the book in front of him, looked carefully and began to search.

The ring stumbled and rolled a long way, and was finally found at the base of the wall under the table.

Su Qianmo didn't hesitate any longer, stuffed the ring into his pocket, quickly turned off the lights, locked the door and left.

It was already ten o'clock when I got home, Yang Liping and Su Chengming were already asleep, and I didn't call myself for the first time, probably because I knew I was dating, so I stopped bothering.

Su Qianmo didn't knock on the door, and went back upstairs. He was really tired today, and this happened again, so he wasn't in the mood to think about anything else, so he went to bed directly.

The door of the other bedroom in this room is always locked. Su Qianmo sleeps in Yu Yanfeng's room. Before Yu Yanfeng left, he took everything away, only a few clothes left in the cabinet. clothes.

Su Qianmo woke up suddenly when he fell asleep in the middle of the night. He saw a hazy figure sitting in front of him. At first he thought he was dreaming, but then he slowly stretched out his hand and touched the warmth of that person. hot face.

Suddenly, with a shock, he propped up half of his body, Su Qianmo subconsciously withdrew his hand, and said in a low voice, "Who?"

The man seemed to be taken aback too, leaned back, but stopped suddenly.

"Yu Yanfeng." Su Qianmo blurted out, just as he was about to get out of bed, his eyes went dark, his shoulders were pressed, and he was suddenly pushed onto the bed.

Yu Yanfeng's tall body was pressed down, he clamped Su Qianmo's hand with one hand, and pressed his shoulder firmly with the other hand, and pressed his leg against his knee.

Feeling that the skin on the neck was itchy, and Yu Yanfeng's hair brushed, Su Qianmo realized what had happened.The confusion of being woken up, and the muscle relaxation when people are tired have already made him lose the opportunity to resist.

The air seemed to become thinner all of a sudden, and even breathing was difficult.

The surroundings were abnormally quiet, and the curtains were so tightly drawn that not even a ray of light could penetrate.

"Let go of me." Su Qianmo stared straight at the man in front of him, and couldn't help amplifying his voice.

When Yu Yanfeng came in, he didn't know at all.

"Don't move." Yu Yanfeng lowered his head and said in a low voice, pressing down on Su Qianmo's constantly struggling leg.

Breathing over his cheeks, Yu Yanfeng propped himself up, and kissed Su Qianmo's mouth lightly.

Su Qianmo turned his head to the side, his breathing was already a little short, and he didn't know where the strength came from, and suddenly broke free from Yu Yanfeng's restraint, and punched him in the chest.

Yu Yanfeng staggered a few steps back and bumped into the stool behind him, only to hear a loud noise, and the stool hit the floor hard.Yu Yanfeng fell to the ground, struggling to get up.

"What on earth do you want to do!" Su Qianmo stood up, without thinking of turning on the light, just looking at the person huddled together in the dark night.

Su Qianmo hit Yu Yanfeng right on the bone, and after more than ten seconds, the pain was still so severe that he could barely sit up.

Yu Yanfeng put his finger to his mouth and hissed softly: "Be quiet, Aunt Yang and Uncle will hear you."

Su Qianmo was startled. The sound of the stool falling on the ground just now was very loud. Could it have woken people up?Yu Yanfeng had already got up from the ground, he didn't seem to have repented at all, he still stretched out his hand to touch the face of the person opposite.

Yu Yanfeng's hands were very cold, it was obviously summer, but there was no heat on his body at all, it seemed that even his blood was cold.

Su Qianmo suddenly thought of what Cheng Jun said, you never please others.That's right, he really wouldn't, because every time Yu Yanfeng would think of everything for him.Yu Yanfeng will know what he likes to eat, what is the meaning of every expression and little action, what kind of words will make him happy, and what will make him sad, so sad that he never wants to see him again.

Su Qianmo sat on the bed, his eyes had gradually adapted to the darkness, he crossed his legs, and said lightly, "Tell me, what do you want from me?"

Yu Yanfeng was still standing. Today, he remembered that he hadn't been to Yang Liping's house for dinner for a long time, so he made a phone call in advance, planning to go over to have a look, and also drop by to see Su Qianmo.

But I didn't expect that when I got home, I found out that Su Qianmo and Cheng Jun had gone on a date, and the dishes on the table were all tasteless.Yu Yanfeng sat at Su's house until nine o'clock in the evening, no matter how thick-skinned he was, he knew it was time to leave.

Yu Yanfeng returned to Yu's house, lying on the bed but unable to fall asleep, woke up in the middle of the night, suddenly remembered that the last time Su Qianmo didn't come home all night, he couldn't help breaking out in a cold sweat, went out and drove here.

Fortunately he is back.

"I just came to see if you've come home." Yu Yanfeng sighed, feeling that he was really useless.

"I don't care if I come back or not?" Su Qianmo asked back, frowning, "Don't we have nothing to do with each other anymore?"

Yu Yanfeng pursed his lips, his eyes contained forbearance, and he deliberately said relaxedly: "How can it be regarded as having nothing to do with each other, we should still be friends."

Su Qianmo shook his head very firmly: "No, I can't be friends with you, I can't force myself to do things I don't like."

Yu Yanfeng's body suddenly froze, and his heart seemed to sink into an ice cave. He felt that there was nothing he could do, as if no matter what you did, this person would never look at you again, let alone fall in love with you again. you.

What is it for these five years?

Why did I work so hard on filming, quickly became popular within five years, and won awards of all sizes, almost becoming a miracle in the film and television industry.Because he was afraid that Su Qianmo would forget about him, as if he could feel at ease by doing this.

How much I like you, do you even know?

Yu Yanfeng could see the outline of Su Qianmo, this person was always beautiful in his eyes, as if he would never get bored in his life.

The flames that had been suppressed just now were blazing again. A woman can have him, so why can't I?

Before Su Qianmo could react, Yu Yanfeng's body was already pressed down.His shoulders were as hard as steel, and his heavy breathing was right next to his ears. Su Qianmo's wrist was completely numb.

"Yu Yanfeng, why are you crazy!"

Yu Yanfeng's face turned red, he pressed Su Qianmo's body firmly, staring at his face, wishing to engrave his expression into his mind.

"You are mine, and only mine." Yu Yanfeng said uncontrollably with a trembling voice.

Su Qianmo stopped struggling, he stared blankly at the ceiling: "I don't belong to anyone."

"At the beginning, you said you were going to get married and leave me, but now you're coming back to act pretentiously because you saw me and saw me with someone else." Su Qianmo said flatly: "You have always been A very possessive person who enjoys the feeling that everything is under your control."

"I regret it." Yu Yanfeng's voice rang in his ears, and he leaned on Su Qianmo, "I regret it, come back."

Su Qianmo shook his head, Yu Yanfeng's body pressed against his chest, his voice was muffled: "I don't believe you, and I don't like you anymore."

"No, you still like me." Yu Yanfeng leaned over and touched Su Qianmo's face with his lips in a fawning manner.

Su Qianmo's heart ached a bit, almost cracking open. He had dreamed of reconciling with Yu Yanfeng in countless nights, but it was not like this.

The humble begging, the pitiful and cautious tone, as if all this is true, I almost believe it.

Regarding love, Su Qianmo thought that he did not owe Yan Feng anything, he felt that he was always a victim.

Why do you say what you say, and I will let you do whatever you want?

"There is no reason to go back on what you say." Su Qianmo pushed his hand away.

Yu Yanfeng stared at him blankly, his thin lips opened and closed, trying to snuff out his only hope, when a thought suddenly popped into his mind.

If Su Qianmo died, would he not have to suffer so much?

The white and slender neck is close in front of my eyes, and I can destroy this person with just a stretch of my hand. Without him, I don't have to think about this person all day and all night, thinking about this person, what he is doing, who he is with, and I don't have to worry about it because of him. Angry and sad.

But he didn't dare, Yu Yanfeng didn't dare to do this, he admitted that he was a worldly person, his worries almost overwhelmed him.

He would care about the thoughts of Su Qianmo's parents, his father, Yu Yanshuo, and the people around him.

He wanted an upright love, a love that would be blessed by everyone, and he did everything for this, but in the end he found that his lover had left him.

How can there be eternal love in the world?That's just a lie, we have been together for more than ten years, but why have people changed in these five years?

"It's...my fault, please don't hate me."

"No, I don't hate you, I don't love you, I just hope you don't appear in front of me."

Where there is love, there is hatred, why...why don't you like me anymore?

Su Qianmo felt his cheeks were wet, and Yu Yanfeng's tears hit his face like raindrops, and the crying sound hit Su Qianmo's chest, again and again, almost breaking the fortress of his heart.

When Su Qianmo woke up again before dawn, Yu Yanfeng was sleeping next to him, his brows were still furrowed, his eyes were closed tightly, as if he had dreamed of something bad.Su Qianmo leaned his head inward, just like when he was a child, and the two of them fell asleep next to each other.

When Yu Yanfeng woke up, half of his arm was already numb, Su Qianmo was resting on his arm, his pale face was bloodless, his hair was hanging down his cheek, he wanted to reach out and push Su Qianmo's hair away , but thought of the scene last night, but withdrew his hand again.

Yu Yanfeng carefully moved his arms away, got out of bed, opened the curtains and saw that it was raining outside at some point.The rain in the north only begins to appear in summer, but it is not like the continuous rain in the south. On the contrary, it is extremely decisive and thorough. After a rain, the next day is sunny again.

Yu Yanfeng planned to leave, his mind seemed to be filled with things, his thinking had stagnated, but only this one thought remained, if he wanted to leave, he had to leave.

I said so many irreversible things last night, and I was worth it, at least I didn't leave any regrets.

Yu Yanfeng carefully opened the door and walked out. He was only wearing a short sleeve and saw Su Qianmo's coat casually still on the sofa.

He walked over in a strange way, sat on the sofa, and took the coat in his hand.

Although the coat was wrinkled, it was still clean. When Yu Yanfeng put on the coat, his shoulders and arms didn't fit well, but he could always keep something for him as a reason to keep out the cold.

Yu Yanfeng put his hand in his pocket, took out the wallet and keys, and when he reached into another pocket, he felt a ring-shaped hard object.

Spreading out his hand, he saw a ring lying in his palm, without a trace of wear and tear, it was slightly shining.

Yu Yanfeng trembled uncontrollably, he pulled out a chain around his neck, and at the end of the chain hung an identical ring.

Suddenly, I wanted to cry and cry, and my nose suddenly became sore.Yu Yanfeng put the two rings together and stared blankly for a while.

What has no regrets, what is worth it, is nothing more than bullshit to comfort myself.

It wasn't until I saw this ring that I realized that what I wanted in my heart was not wishful thinking.

What an awkward and shy person he is...

Putting the ring back into his pocket, Yu Yanfeng took off his coat, took out another coat from the cabinet, opened the door and went downstairs.

When Su Qianmo opened the door, he saw Yu Yanfeng busy in the kitchen. He was stunned for three seconds, and his thoughts exploded like a thunderbolt.

"Why haven't you left yet!?"

"Where are you going? This is my home." Yu Yanfeng put the pancakes on the plate, and put the cold dishes on the table, "Do you want some?"

Su Qianmo has never had breakfast since he started working. Even if he lives upstairs from Yang Liping, he has to eat it every day when he wakes up, so he has no time to eat at all.Seeing the decent breakfast on the table, Su Qianmo's will has already collapsed.

"Go wash up first." Yu Yanfeng said succinctly, and went to the balcony to serve porridge.

It has been a long time since Su Qianmo and Yu Yanfeng sat alone at the same table eating.

There were finely minced meat in the pancakes, which tasted so good that Su Qianmo ate two in one sitting.

"What are you going to do in the morning?" Yu Yanfeng asked very naturally after taking a sip of porridge.

Su Qianmo said casually: "I'll go to the hospital for a while, and I'll come back when I'm fine."

After saying this, Su Qianmo felt awkward. The two of them obviously had nothing to do with each other. They ate and talked together like this, and seemed so intimate. This feeling made him a little unbearable.You can't say what you said last night again, Yu Yanfeng is not deaf, so he heard it, so why did he do it again.

Before the meal was finished, the door was knocked loudly. Su Qianmo went to open the door, and Yang Liping rushed into the room like a whirlwind. Seeing Yu Yanfeng, she couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and then her eyes turned to her son.

"Just now your aunt called me and said you two broke up?"

Su Qianmo's face was tense, and he nodded helplessly.

"Why didn't you tell me what happened, kid?" Yang Liping pulled Su Qianmo to sit down.

Yu Yanfeng was still here, Su Qianmo didn't want to talk about this at all, but Yang Liping wanted to ask, but fortunately Yan Feng was a person who knew how to read words and expressions, so he immediately finished his porridge and was about to leave.

Yang Liping put all her heart on Su Qianmo, and didn't care about the behavior between the two of them. She just sent him to the door and continued to question Su Qianmo.