upstairs downstairs

Chapter 43 Epilogue

Fast-forward three months, everything is developing in a good direction, at least Yang Liping no longer introduces herself to her partner, and her work is on the right track. The only thing that makes him feel good is that Yu Yanfeng seems to be getting more and more aggressive mean.

Su Qianmo wanted to move out several times, but every time he mentioned this matter to Yang Liping, Yang Liping seemed to vomit blood for you every minute.You can't change the lock without authorization, because this house belongs to Yu Yanfeng in the first place.

In the past few months, Yu Yanfeng always likes to go home and cook by himself, and he doesn't cook too much. It's for two people, but he doesn't ask Su Qianmo to eat, but just puts the leftovers in the refrigerator.

Yu Yanfeng never lived here, every time he left after eating, Su Qianmo pinched his point, it was as if Yan Feng had left before going back to avoid seeing each other.

The days were uneventful, in the late summer and cool autumn, the department began to organize activities, and planned to invite doctors and nurses to travel, and they could bring their families.

Su Qianmo didn't want to go, he took the initiative to give the spot to another female doctor. She was married and wanted to go with her child and husband.But on the last day of contacting the travel agency to confirm the information, the female doctor's child suddenly fell ill and returned the seat to Su Qianmo. The director knew about this and came to find Su Qianmo specially, because this young I work very hard, but there is some lack of interpersonal relationship, so I am required to participate in future departmental activities.

It was always difficult for Su Qianmo to refuse the requests of some elders, especially because the director cared so much for him, so he could only bite the bullet and agree.

The head nurse asked to apply for another place. Su Qianmo called his parents and asked if he wanted to go to play, but both of them had already been to the place, so he called Qin Hao after thinking about it.

Qin Hao agreed without the slightest hesitation. Su Qianmo originally wanted to ask Qin Hao's date to come with him, but Qin Hao disagreed, saying that it was hard to get away from him, and it must be fun.

Su Qianmo specifically checked the local weather. He has lived alone for so many years, but his ability to take care of himself is still very poor. It may be because no one cares about him, and he can make do with everything.

Su Qianmo picked out some clothes and folded them, took an umbrella, and packed some commonly used medicines.

Yang Liping came here to check on Su Qianmo's luggage, fearing that she might have forgotten something, and worried about a lot of precautions.

Su Qianmo listened patiently while tidying up, always feeling that Yang Liping still regarded him as a minor, as if he couldn't do anything.

At six o'clock, Yu Yanfeng came back and bought some vegetables. When he saw Yang Liping, the suitcase on the ground, and a stack of clothes on the sofa, the blood all over his body seemed to have cooled down suddenly. Yu Yanfeng didn't give Yang Liping Instead of saying hello, he stared at Su Qianmo's face.

"Where are you going?"

Su Qianmo didn't answer him, but turned his head to the side impatiently.Seeing the awkward atmosphere between the two of them, Yang Liping hurriedly stood up to get the things in Yu Yanfeng's hand.

"I even bought fish." Yang Liping took the vegetables and went to the kitchen, "I'm going downstairs for dinner today, I'll make a good meal for you."

Yu Yanfeng didn't move, the feeling of extreme fear and loss from five years ago seemed to have returned.He felt that the older he was, the less courageous he was, because there were too few things to lose.

"Where are you going?"

Su Qianmo stood up, his eyes were cold, and he said lightly: "The department organizes a trip."

He breathed a sigh of relief, and his empty heart was instantly filled. Yu Yanfeng tried to raise the corners of his already stiff mouth, and pulled out a forced smile.

"That's good." Yu Yanfeng was startled to realize that his palms were covered with cold sweat, he held the hem of his clothes awkwardly, and wondered if his performance just now was too exaggerated.

Su Qianmo had already followed Yang Liping downstairs, and Yu Yanfeng looked at the packed luggage and felt that his nerves were a little sensitive, so he couldn't help but smiled wryly and followed him out.

Su Qianmo arrived at the airport early the next morning, and Qin Hao was already waiting in the lobby. When the people in the department saw the two people walking side by side, several young nurses couldn't help laughing.

"I thought Dr. Su would come with his girlfriend."

Su Qianmo was a little embarrassed. Seeing a group of people with their families and many children, he who had a slight social phobia suddenly couldn't hold on.

"I'm his little boy, Qin Hao. I hope everyone will take care of you along the way." Qin Hao smiled brightly. He was wearing a sportswear and had a good figure. For a while, all the women put down their guard against him. .

"Oh, you are too polite."

"Doctor Su, where did you come from to be such a good kid?"

Su Qianmo smiled and didn't say anything. Qin Hao just used this face to deceive people. It was a good face back then, not particularly handsome, but it gave people a very comfortable feeling.Every time Su Qianmo is the first to be noticed, but after a long time, he will turn to like Qin Hao. Su Qianmo is like a piece of ice that will never melt. No matter how you cover it, it won't get hot, and most people don't have this patience.

It was almost noon when we arrived in Changsha, and the temperature in the north had dropped a lot, but Changsha was like a small stove, the sun was shining brightly, and everyone got into the car of the travel agency to go to dinner.

Travel is to suffer, not to mention the bumps on the road, the roughness of the three meals a day can be seen.People from several travel agencies gathered in the lobby of a restaurant, with the same dishes and noisy environment, Su Qianmo suddenly lost the desire to eat.

Qin Hao filled two bowls of egg drop soup and placed it in front of Su Qianmo, and stuffed a flower roll into his hand: "I thought I was the young master, eat whatever you have, and you will be tired later."

Su Qianmo picked up the bowl and took a sip of the soup, then ate the flower rolls with the remaining vegetables.

Now is the peak season for tourism, no matter where you go, there are huge crowds of people, with cameras or mobile phones on the top of your head, no matter what you see, you will take a quick photo.

Su Qianmo couldn't lift his spirits all the way until he reached the last stop of the trip, Fenghuang Ancient City.It was already evening when we arrived in Phoenix. The women and children went to play in Phoenix City first, while the men helped to carry the luggage into the hotel.

The hotel is on the street outside the Fenghuang Ancient City Bridge, almost all of which are crowded with hotels and restaurants, and there are several shops selling gifts.

It was getting cold, and the shopkeepers stood at the door to solicit business. The men couldn't wait for their wives and children, and those who thought they were in the scenic spot didn't want to come back, so they planned to go to the restaurant for dinner together.

Su Qianmo and Qin Hao went out, and happened to meet a few people at the door, and after discussing with each other, they went to the opposite restaurant. A table was set up outside the restaurant, a few bottles of beer were opened, and a few dishes of cold dishes were served. The tiredness was gone, and the ancient city was not far away, and the air seemed to have the smell of water.

After a few glasses of wine, everyone is already acquainted. Su Qianmo was not used to this kind of occasion, but it was rare for him to really smile today.

There was little time for everyone to get together, no one had anything to do with anyone, no one knew anyone, a table of people, I'm afraid I can't even remember the real name.

Suddenly feel very comfortable, I like this feeling very much.

Su Qianmo drank less than a bottle of beer, and the peanuts on the plate had already been eaten. The night was dark, and there was a faint light in the ancient city. The women came back with their children, but they came to find their own men.

"Go and have a look, Phoenix City at night is the most beautiful." A female doctor said to everyone with a smile, and put the camera into her husband's hand, "Come and take a picture of me."

Everyone left one after another, Su Qianmo turned his head, and seemed to hear the noise in the ancient city: "Let's go, let's go and have a look."

Qin Hao seemed a little surprised, nodded and followed the crowd.

After walking two steps, I saw a huge archway in Phoenix City. The neon lights were so bright that they could almost blind people's eyes.Stepping on the stone arch bridge in front of you, the bridge is already crowded with people. From the bridge, you can see the dimly lit ancient city not far away, and the river has been dyed by lights.

There is a bridge named Naihe in Huangquan, the underworld. In a bowl of Mengpo soup, the past is like flowing clouds, which suddenly disappear into nothingness.

If there is really something that can make people forget everything, Su Qianmo will definitely fight for it at all costs.

"It seems that it is good for you to go out for a stroll." Qin Hao held the camera and turned his head, "Holding in the room all day, my brain is broken."

"He told me that day, let me forgive him."

Su Qianmo sighed suddenly, he supported the stone pillar with both hands, a slight chill seeped out from the bluestone.

Qin Hao had never heard him mention Tai Yanfeng again, this was the first time, he hung the camera around his neck and turned his head to listen.

"Why do you say he is?" His fingers were clasped tightly on the stone pillar, and his nails were painfully ground. "How dare he... say that?"

Between the two of them, Qin Hao has always been on the sidelines. If he can be more ruthless, he can definitely make trouble.

"After you left, he bought the house upstairs from your parents. At that time, he had just started in the entertainment industry, and that house almost cost him all his money." Qin Hao lowered his head, recalling the past events for him It was a difficult thing for me to say, "Later, he had the opportunity to participate in a film shooting as a supporting role, but he needed to have martial arts movements. He hired a martial arts coach to learn for a long time, but fell during the filming. Leg, he was sent to the hospital directly after the filming of the scene."

"Why are you telling me this?" Su Qianmo turned his head.

Qin Hao shrugged his shoulders: "I just want to tell you what you don't know in these years. When dealing with feelings, everyone's thoughts are based on themselves. First of all, they regard themselves as the party who pays the most, but what is the other party's love?" Do you know how much you paid?"

"Imagine there is such a person, everything he does is for his lover, no matter whether his lover knows or understands, isn't such a person crazy?" Qin Hao suddenly smiled, "In I think he's crazy."

Su Qianmo turned around, people on the bridge were in a hurry, behind them were thousands of lights, a cluster of light poles, across the fragmented bay, in the night, his eyes flickered, as if the shadow of that person floated past his sight.

With the familiar face and the same expression, Su Qianmo felt his head start to go dizzy.

"You kept talking about him just now, and I was also confused. I seemed to see him."

"You're not confused." Qin Hao turned his face, picked up the camera, pointed at the two people not far away, and pressed the shutter, "Tell me, leave the company behind and run over to follow you, If you don’t have money to burn, then you’re insane.”

As soon as the words were finished, Yu Yanfeng was already close in front of him, and he was accompanied by a handsome man. Su Qianmo remembered that this was Qin Hao's current boyfriend.

"Hey, it's finally here." Qin Hao stretched out his hand and pulled his boyfriend over, hugged him intimately, "I'll leave it to you, let's go shopping first."

Yu Yanfeng was standing only half a meter away from Su Qianmo, Su Qianmo was still in a daze, this feeling was like seeing a person in a foreign country who should not be here at all.

How could he have come here?for what?

"Watch what I'm doing, turn around." Yu Yanfeng walked to Su Qianmo's side and leaned against the stone railing beside him.

Su Qianmo shook his head: "What do you want to do like this? I realize that I don't understand you at all now."

"I want to make up with you, I've already said it." Yu Yanfeng looked at him firmly, "You don't have to worry about me."

This person always teases his mind intentionally or unintentionally, as long as he is in front of him, Su Qianmo has no way to think about anything.

After so many years, Yu Yanfeng has become a hard rock that oil and salt cannot enter, and Su Qianmo has nothing to do with him.

"What would you do if I said I would never forgive you?"

Yu Yanfeng pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "What else can I do, just keep waiting, it's not like I haven't waited before."

"Then I want to get married?"

The indifferent look on his face could no longer hold on, his legs that were as heavy as lead couldn't help but took a step forward, and raised his head, wondering if the hideous and distorted face on his face would frighten the person in front of him .

"No, you can't." Yu Yanfeng grabbed Su Qianmo's shoulders, his face turned blue, and his hair was dyed red by the lights, "You can't have a girlfriend, you can't get married, I can't bear anything else to be with you, only this One won't work."

Su Qianmo pursed his lips, looking at the blue veins on his forehead due to tension and anxiety: "You are like this... don't you feel selfish?"

Yu Yanfeng took Su Qianmo's hand, and he took out his own ring from his pocket, and put it on Su Qianmo's finger tremblingly.

"I'm a selfish person, from beginning to end. I gave you my heart. If you don't accept me, just throw it away."

Although it was night, this place was a place where people gathered after all. Although Yu Yanfeng's exposure rate had dropped, some young people could still recognize him.

Yu Yanfeng always has a way to push himself into a desperate situation, and always uses this kind of mentality of not caring.

Let go of his hand, walked forward across the crowd, walked halfway across the bridge, but no one was chasing after him, couldn't help but look back, but saw Yu Yanfeng still standing there stupidly, staring blankly. look at yourself.

"Didn't you say you wanted to walk away, what are you doing standing there?"

Yu Yanfeng woke up like a dream, confused and surprised, and finally merged into a slight smile on his lips.

The night is still long, and the night in the ancient city of Fenghuang seems to have no boundaries. The ancient atmosphere has faded a lot, and the neon lights almost surround the entire small town.

The two of them walked slowly along the stone road without talking to each other.

This road is surprisingly long, as if the two of them have traveled a long time.

Su Qianmo wasn't sure who fell in love with whom first, but he still remembered the small brick-red building, the creaking window lattices, and the melodious bell ringing from time to time downstairs.

The two seem destined to be entangled together, even though they are separated by oceans and times have passed.

Yu Yanfeng and Su Qianmo returned to Su's house together. Yang Liping opened the door and saw that both of them were busy with travel and dust, so they went to prepare hot water without asking any further questions.

Yu Yanfeng greeted Su's couple, patted Su Qianmo on the shoulder, and went back upstairs.

Yang Liping stared wide-eyed, still holding a towel in his hand, while Su Chengming was reading a newspaper on the sofa. With his eyes on, he raised his head slightly as if observing Su Qianmo's expression.

"Mom, I'm tired, let's talk together at night if you have anything to say."

Su Qianmo quickly took a shower, went to his room and fell asleep.

This sleep lasted until seven o'clock in the evening. When he woke up, Yu Yanfeng was helping with work in the kitchen. Su Qianmo was still in his pajamas. He fell asleep before his hair was dry, and now he looked extremely messy.

"Are you still tired?" Yu Yanfeng poked his head out from the kitchen, "You have to eat for a while, or you can go and rest for a while."

"Let him come to work." Yang Liping's voice came from behind the door, "I can't do anything with clumsy hands."

Su Qianmo shrugged, rolled up his sleeves, Yang Liping pointed to a few green onions in the corner, and said succinctly: "Peel off."

Su Qianmo squatted beside the trash can peeling the onions, curled up into a ball, with his hair hanging down, resembling the harmless appearance he had when he was a child.

Looking at Su Qianmo's back, Yang Liping couldn't help wiping her eyes.

When Su Qianmo was just born, she had a lot of thoughts. She was a very strong person and wanted to save face. Su Qianmo did not let her down, and she never had to worry about her studies.

Later, when he was admitted to a prestigious school, Yang Liping thought that it was finally time for her to enjoy the blessings. When Su Qianmo got married, she could relax, take care of the children at home, and the family could get together from time to time.

But now, she can only compromise.

These two are destined to be inseparable.

Before the Chinese New Year, Yu Yanfeng and Su Qianmo went to the cemetery to pay respects to Guo Yumei, and met Yu Yanshuo who also came here.

Yu Yanshuo's car was parked outside, and when he saw the two of them, he consciously wanted to avoid it, but finally managed to pull out a smile: "Brother, sister-in-law."

Hearing the words "sister-in-law", Su Qianmo's face suddenly darkened, Yu Yanfeng nodded with satisfaction, and pulled Su Qianmo's arm, as if to comfort him.

"My father asked me to come here." Yu Yanshuo immediately separated the relationship, "He said he was afraid that he would have a heart attack if he met you here."

"How is his health now?" Yu Yanfeng quit his job in the company immediately after getting together with Su Qianmo, and opened a photography studio with his savings.When Yu's father heard the news, he developed high blood pressure in a fit of anger, and lay in bed for a month. Yu Yanfeng's studio didn't even take care of the decoration, so he came to take care of him.

In the ward, the father and son got along very strangely, Father Yu didn't even want to look at Yu Yanfeng, and they didn't communicate with each other.Su Qianmo would visit him after work. Yu's family invited the best escorts, and Yu's father's life was very comfortable.After being discharged from the hospital, Yu's father completely cut off contact with Yu Yanfeng. He felt itchy in his heart, but he was also a little resentful. In the end, the young man he had raised for almost 30 years actually took advantage of the old Su's family. There are many times around.

"If you miss our dad, go back and have a look." Yu Yanshuo had already opened his mouth completely, he was very much like his mother, and lived up to everyone's expectations, growing into a little white face with red lips and white teeth.

"He's fine. If something happens, he should definitely call me." Yu Yanfeng knew his father's temper best. As he got older, his mind became smaller and smaller, like the tip of a needle.

"I'm fine this weekend." Su Qianmo answered from the side.

Yu Yanshuo blinked his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled up, showing a cheerful smile: "Then it's settled, I'll let Xia Xiaoze prepare early when I go home on the weekend."

Yu Yanfeng glanced at Su Qianmo, pursed his lips and said, "I still have work this weekend..."

"The set time is [-] o'clock in the afternoon on Sunday. It will definitely be finished in four hours. There is still time for a meal." Su Qianmo's face remained unchanged.

Now that Madam has spoken, Yu Yanfeng can only agree, he nodded and gritted his teeth: "Okay."

Yu Yanshuo opened the car door, turned around and smiled: "Brother, I didn't expect you to be the same as before. When you met your sister-in-law, you fell in love."

After speaking, he quickly got into the car, closed the door, and drove away like a crazy mule.

After the new year, the work in the photography studio was free, and Yu Yanfeng thought of moving. Firstly, it was too close to the Su family's house, so Yu Yanfeng didn't dare to make much noise if he wanted to have some entertainment at night; The second reason is that Yu's father has completely retired, and it happens to be menopause, so he has to move into this community.

Yu Yanfeng has the mentality of a newlywed couple, even if there is no honeymoon, at least let the two of them be clean.

Su Qianmo agreed, and the two planned to move back to Guo Yumei's house. After they settled down, they picked a good day to start moving.

In fact, there are very few things, except for some clothes and daily necessities, there is almost nothing to move.

Yu Yanfeng answered a phone call temporarily and went to the store to do business. Su Qianmo found a cardboard box, packed the folded clothes in a plastic bag, and put them in for packing.

There are only two bedrooms in this room, one of which has been locked all year round. Su Qianmo has never entered it, nor has he asked about it. Even if Yu Yanfeng came back to live, he would live in another room with him.

Suddenly curious, Su Qianmo walked over and turned the armrest, and it was indeed locked. He remembered that he saw a bunch of keys when he was packing up, and tried one by one, and the door opened when he tried the third one. .

I thought it was just a storage room, but when the door was opened, no unexpected light came in, and the windows were covered by heavy curtains, making the whole room gloomy and dim.

Su Qianmo turned on the light, and the surroundings suddenly became brighter. Before he could take a closer look, his feet were nailed in place.

The wall was already covered with photos, Su Qianmo walked over slowly and reached out to caress one of them.

It was a picture of me when I was traveling in the UK, it should be a snapshot, and my face was a little blurry.I don't know how these photos came from, but they are all here, as if someone has recorded their lives and gathered them in this small room.

You never know how many things he has done where you can't see him.

There is a date on each photo, and they are arranged in order according to time. What a deep-rooted yearning that is.

There was also a thick leather notebook on the table, covered with a layer of dust, it seemed that Yu Yanfeng seldom came here since he came back.

Su Qianmo hesitated for a long time, but in the end he didn't open it. He turned off the light, and slowly closed the door and locked it.

After Yu Yanfeng dismissed the last customer with a smile, he quickly jumped into the car and returned home in the dark, only to find that everything had been packed.

Su Qianmo was lying on his side on the sofa and sleeping, his shirt was open to his collarbone, exposing his fair neck, with one hand in the air, he looked very comfortable.

Yu Yanfeng's movements suddenly became a little cautious. He changed his shoes, walked lightly to Su Qianmo's side, and squatted in front of the sofa, watching him quietly.

Su Qianmo's appearance has not changed much in these years. He has a baby face since he was a child, and now he looks like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old student. His thin lips are a little dry, his brows are frowning, and his face is worried.

I can sleep in such a preoccupied state...

Yu Yanfeng gently held his hand and stroked the back of it. His expression was like that of a hungry old man. In front of him was the lover of his dreams. Finally, he couldn't help it. Qianmo kissed the back of his hand.

Yu Yanfeng wanted to bite down, but in the end the touch on the skin was very light, as if his hand held a unique treasure in this world.

Su Qianmo's sleep was very shallow, but Yu Yanfeng jumped up and down like a big horse monkey, no matter how tired he was, he was woken up.

"Awake?" Yu Yanfeng pulled the blanket up, "I'm too tired, we won't move today, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

Su Qianmo blinked, and wanted to do it: "Let's move, there are not many things, one car is finished, and the other side is also packed, it's hard to pick a day..."

Yu Yanfeng felt that Su Qianmo was very obedient today: "Okay, then I'll move things."

It was already six o'clock, Yu Yanfeng put his things in the trunk, and Su Qianmo had already changed his clothes.

The two went downstairs to Su's house and bid farewell to Su's couple. Yang Liping insisted on going to help pack things, but was stopped by Su Chengming.

"They're not children anymore, do you still need to take care of them?"

Su Qianmo and Yu Yanfeng smiled at each other, went downstairs and left.

The snow has not yet melted, and the trees on both sides of the street are covered with a layer of snow. Pedestrians walk by scatteredly, the lights gradually turn on, and night falls.

Su Qianmo looked out the window with his head sideways. The weather was suddenly cold, and his eyes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of mist.

Thinking of what Yu Yanfeng said in front of Guo Yumei's tombstone that day, and thinking of the overwhelming photos in that room, she couldn't help turning her head to look at his profile.

So many past events, romantic, wronged, and wrong, all seem so insignificant compared with each other at the same time.

Sensing Su Qianmo's gaze, Yu Yanfeng turned his head and glanced at him with a smile on his face.

"We're almost home."

Su Qianmo squeezed the back of Yan Feng's hand, then let go, and looked away lightly.

When I was a child, you and I met each other, the friendship between the general manager and the bamboo horse.

When we were young, there were countless opportunities to meet strangers, but we would always come together.

Gu Xiao once said that your fate is about a few lifetimes of bad fate, and there must be a lifetime of cultivation.

Now, he is by his side... Should he be satisfied.

"We're almost home."

Yeah, finally home...

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