【Xun Si】How Could You Possibly?

Chapter 17 17

On Friday, Shinji was lethargic again due to lack of sleep.

It was another sleepless night, but he realized how much the insomnia of the previous weeks had done to him.Recently, he has always fallen into a deep sleep unknowingly, even when he fell asleep, there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, which was very different from his previous sleep.He was amazed at how refreshed he felt when he woke up in the morning. He hadn't realized that sleep could be so powerful.

It seemed that being with Kaoru would relieve his insomnia.It wasn't until he slipped back into the same bad situation as before that he realized the huge difference between insomnia and not.

It's amazing how Kaoru cured him.

Even though he was very tired now, and worried that Kaoru might be dragged down by him too, when he woke up, he was still smiling, blinking sleepily, and getting dressed easily.Although he was so sleepy that he couldn't tell whether the ball was his pants or his shirt.He is getting better.He is much better than before.

Shrugging on his pants, he hummed briskly in his head, without the aid of earplugs.In fact, he didn't take them with him when he went out—not on purpose, but without the strong "can't do without them" feeling he used to have.He no longer needs earplugs, which feels so fresh.

He is full of confidence.

Luckily, the excitement lasted until he arrived at the school and saw Kaoru in the hallway leading to the different classrooms.They will not be able to meet for several classes.They greeted each other good morning, and for a moment, Shinji held Kaoru's hand, which was not something he would do with his personality, and it was completely beyond the safety zone he set for himself-if Kaoru didn't mention it, He's not even aware of what he's done.

"Do you need anything?" Kaoru asked with a smile.He stopped and brought the two of them to the side of the corridor so as not to block the incoming crowd.

"Ah." Shinji blushed belatedly, and looked at the ground embarrassedly, "I just—I don't know, I'm so happy today."

"Well," Kaoru's voice was as silky as silk, "I'm also very happy to see you so happy." Then he pressed a kiss on Shinji's forehead.It's tender, fleeting, but—

"Kun..."

It should have been a dissatisfied tone, because he did this in front of everyone.But when Kaoru's name blurted out, he smiled lightly, purely happy because of the kiss.He doesn't mind being seen.

Fuck off, he doesn't care what other people think.For the first time in Shinji's life, he had such a thought.

Kaoru walked towards the direction where Shinji had just arrived, waved goodbye to him, and the smile on his face made him shine.

Shinji shook his head and walked in the opposite direction to Kaoru, the expression on his face was pure happiness.He didn't show that expression very often, unless Kaoru was by his side.

Then in the afternoon, when the last class was over without a hitch - Kaoru invited him to spend the night at his apartment.

It was not abrupt, just a whisper, a slight smile, as if it was just a polite farewell on weekdays.But his lips brushed his earlobe lightly, just a light touch, but it meant a lot.Shinji knew that the invitation was not as simple as it sounded.Kaoru pulled away from his ear, put her schoolbag on her shoulder, turned and left.The smile that was thrown at him again was the last obvious clue.Finally came the night they had been waiting for.

Shinji's body trembled because of this, and he folded his arms in an attempt to hide it.The blush on his face was even brighter than ever, and he could only look down at the tiled floor, hoping that no one would notice his abnormality.

He was anxious, but for the first time mixed with anticipation.Taking the tram home, he hurried into the apartment, threw his schoolbag aside, and packed a set of clothes and necessary toiletries.He also brushed his teeth quickly because—well, why not?He wants everything to be perfect tonight.

Must be perfect.After waiting for so long, he could finally realize his so, so anxious desire.

Actually - I'd better take a shower.right.This is probably the best course of action—and the safest, after all.Thinking of this, he took off his clothes quickly so that he could wash himself well from the inside out.He used conditioner twice, and opened up his body, washing parts of his body that he hadn't thought he'd use before.But beyond his plans, his body wash is fruity.Omg I smell like a strawberry right now...

In the evening, he put on his backpack and went to a friend's house, deliberately took the tram back to school and then walked to Kaoru's apartment.As silly as it seemed to him—he was energized and dizzy at the same time.

This feeling of dizziness and ecstasy was always with him, and he walked briskly from intersection to intersection, jumping happily like a child.Finally arrived at the apartment building he vaguely remembered, hoping he didn't mistake Kaoru's house number—he took a deep breath, landed on his heel, swayed back and forth a few times like a tumbler, and then decided to move on.Walking to the door of the apartment building, staring at the row of buttons, he hesitated for a second before pressing the number 4, which is the number in Kaoru's house.Holding his breath, he waited for a voice to let him in.

coming.

"Shinji?" A happy sigh came from the intercom.

"It's me," he answered quickly, with a broad smile on his face. "I—I'm here."

"I let you in, wait..."

"Ok."

There was another sound of electric current, and with a "click", the door lock opened.Shinji took the handle and opened the door.The moment he walked into this apartment building, it was as if everything had been settled, and even his heart became heavy.He had never felt his heartbeat so seriously, he just felt as if he was holding a colorful butterfly in his arms.Even though no one in the apartment hall would notice him, he put up his hand to hide the smile on his face.He walked to the stairs, went up the stairs, and finally came to Kaoru's door.Before he could ring the doorbell, the door opened, and he saw another boy's beautiful face, and a rare nervous smile.

Kaoru reached out and grabbed his wrist, gently pulling him in.The door closed behind them.

The two sighed together.A similar blush on the cheeks.Affectionate gaze.

"so--"

"so?"

"I brought clothes and toiletries..." Shinji cleared his throat, put down his backpack, and leaned over to unzip his schoolbag, saying, "So I'm more prepared than last time, and I don't need to wear your clothes anymore -"

A kiss beside the eyelashes is as light as a butterfly's wing.Kaoru put her hands on her knees and also bent down.Turning his head slightly, the second kiss fell on his hot cheek.Lifting his chin, a third kiss landed on moist lips.A sigh slowly flowed out from Xun's lips, joyful and satisfied.

Shinji completely forgot about his backpack, forgot what he was going to carry - his mind went blank, he just stood up straight, his fingers tightly clutching Kaoru's collar.Only lips touching, no eager tongue.It was a kiss without the slightest hint of lust, but it was as sweet as honey.Ecstasy, lingering.

With one last suck, the two left each other's lips, but still felt it wasn't enough.

"Just now—I'm sorry." Shinji's cheeks were hot, and he felt a burst of embarrassment.

"It's okay, don't worry about it." The only sentence was a gentle response, but it carried a faint desire.anxious. "One more time, okay?" Kaoru almost stopped breathing.He wrapped his arms around the other boy's slender waist, hooked his fingers in his belt buckle, and pulled him forcefully towards his room.He has never been so anxious.

Pushing the other boy down on the edge of the bed, Kaoru followed suit and lay down on his back, their faces were very close.

As Kaoru said, the two made a second attempt at kissing, and it turned out to be much better than the last time.With a gentler touch and a more soothing rhythm, Kaoru took the initiative and pushed a knee between Shinji's legs.The silky kiss, every move of the lips and tongue was more proficient than Shinji expected—breathing became more and more difficult, and he couldn't help letting out a few gasps.They must get enough oxygen while kissing, and the two finally have a little experience, and they can disconnect for a while when the kiss is hot, and then lean forward again to continue.

Although the kiss was more lingering than any other time, their body movements deviated from this point, at least the last time it was a boundary thing, this time it was easily skipped.Kaoru led Shinji toward the center of the bed, and the mattress bounced slightly under their weight.Fire around with both hands, the goal is clearer than ever.They tore each other's clothes, and their desire to touch each other's skin was self-evident.As one piece of clothing was taken off, their movements became more free and indulgent.

The minds of the two fit together, and the ferocity of lust surpassed anyone's imagination.Not long after going to bed, they had already seen each other sincerely.

But at this time, they don't know how to continue.

Embarrassed and hot, they parted for a moment, breathing heavily as an oscillating fan made the only sound in the room that distracted them.

"So, so we should—"

"I..." It was the first time that Kaoru's face turned red like this, seeing such a gorgeous scene, Shinji couldn't help but pursed his lips and smiled foolishly. "etc."

Shinji crossed his bare legs and watched as the other boy jumped off the bed and scrambled for something under it.Suddenly thinking about it, he lowered his head to look, and a heat surged in his stomach.Only then did he realize the situation he was in, and quickly pulled the sheet to cover his exposed skin.

"Okay, oh..." In just a few seconds, Kaoru returned to his field of vision, holding a piece of paper and a small plastic bag in his hand.As he climbed onto the bed, he looked at the things in his hands. "Um……"

"what is that?"

"Asuka—"

"what?"

"I consulted her."

"You——" Kaoru went to ask someone else, Shinji's face immediately blushed to the point of dripping blood, and then he thought that he was going to die, and that "other person" turned out to be Asuka, and he felt that he could become the No. 1 person in history who blushed and died . "What?! Kaoru, you actually..."

"She wrote that we should—"

"Show me—" Grabbing the small piece of paper in the opponent's hand roughly, he prepared himself for the worst and began to look down.He scanned quickly, line after line, step after step, and the redness of his cheeks deepened layer by layer at a visual speed.Seeing the end, he could only cover his mouth tremblingly, trying to hide his fright to some extent.Especially when he saw the emphasized parts: "maybe", "maybe", "should be at this time".

"You—really—do what it says...?" Shinji murmured in a daze, looking up at Kaoru, with two blushes on his face, but Kaoru was unusually calm , but with a little doubt on his expression.

"I took a rough look...but, I want to make sure you don't mind, okay?" Kaoru bit his lip, and Shinji felt like his heart was pounding and he was dying.

"You can do whatever you want." Shinji whispered, folding the paper carefully, after all, no matter what the source was, he was going to put all the content above into practice later. "Then you—you know what to do? Then—"

"Well, I..." Kaoru picked up the condom, turned it over in his hand, looked at it, and temporarily put it aside. "let's start--"